Chapter 43
Part 43
Day thirty-one
The day that I should finish my goal but because of loving him it made me want to be with him just for a days before leaving him.
"Hayyssst"
"Wooohh something's wrong!" That wasn't a question but a statement from Maris.
"I'm fine"
"Oh really....I just can't see it through your eye's" is she really for real.
"Stop reading me as if your a vampire or something" then get all my things to fix in my bag.
And walk.
"Were still close right?" I stop and look at her.
"What are you talking about?" With a confused look.
"Well when we started the game, you haven't spoken to us especially to me as if we weren't that close!"
"Maris-"
"Its okay... don't be bothered on my question" she faked a smile in me.
"I'm completing everything before telling to all of you what just happened while I'm doing it" she was about to leave when I speak.
She look back at me and smiled.
"And this is the day that you should finish it right?" She said while staring at me.
"G-give me two days, I'll finish it smoothly"
"Are you falling?" That makes me quiet and confused at the same time.
"I know you aren't" she added. It made me look at her and I saw her smiling while giving me an assurance and worried look.
I smiled at her in a fake one.
"I shouldn't"
She smiled and nod at me then leave me there on the hallway thinking what just happened.
Two days, give me two days.... my fate before doing everything right that I should did from the start.
I'm not worth of his love but his worth it to love.
I maybe a mess when I start this game of mine but I wouldn't do thing that might hurt him most than how I hurt him when I finally told him the truth.
Kevin's POV
"Damn it your scarying the hell out of me on what you were doing brad" tony said while I'm still smiling ear to ear and staring at them so genuinely hahahaha.
I just can't stop thinking that we did kiss again and this time in an aggressive way damn it. I'm not a gay to act like this especially to feel the butterfly's in my stomach. It's for a girl damn it.
This wasn't like me.
"Maybe something happened, that's why his acting like crazy idiot guy here" that made me look at vlad I mean glaring at him. Me idiot, can't it just be I'm feeling excited while thinking the love of my life right now.
"Your more idiot than I asshole"
"Hahahahahahaha"-joe
"You too stop laughing, as if you didn't do something beyond me tss"
"Seriously brad, is all my bruises wasn't enough for you? Hahaha"
"Bruises wasn't enough for me and you actually knew it"
"Hahahaha you really are impossible" and he just get his bag then go out of the room. I mean our main place to hang out to.
"That dumbass asshole" I hissed and get back on what I'm thinking.
"What did really happened man?"-Tony
"Why would I tell you asshole?" I stared at him intently.
"Well, because I'm the most secreatable person here" and he smirk as if his handsome tss. Never in my mind that I would think him as a handsome man. His just an ugly creature for me.
"If your both curious..." I smirked before continuing my sentence hahaha "I'm just so fucking happy hahaha" they all both just stared at me as if I did something inappropriate tss.
"Are you both serious?" I ask curiously to them.
Vlad and tony looked at each other, so what the fuck are they doing?
"Am I dreaming brad?"-vlad
"I'm about to ask that too, to you"-vlad
"You both look like a love birds, so stop that I'm getting a lot of chills here" then stand up to go out for our next subject because I already heard our bell rung.
"Brad" and tony put his hand on my shoulder that made me throw his hand away.
"Stop it tony" and didn't bother to stare at them again.
"Were just so curious and something unexpected happened" I look back at him and this time vlad was also staring at me waiting on what would I say.
"What unexpected it is?" While raising my eyebrows at them.
"You laughing while ear to ear" and I just felt goosebumps because he was telling it while smiling at me genuinely that I forgot when did he smiled like that before.
"Its been a long time and a lot of things changed on you" vlad add.
Did I really changed a lot that I didn't recognize it on my own.
"Is it bad or not?" I said Seriously.
"We like it so DAMN FUCKING much" tony shout his cussing and run towards me then put again his arm on my shoulder. I didn't bother to put it down because I somehow appreciate them a lot even If we all sometimes quarreling over something we all still value our friendship than anything but right now I'm changing that made me to sometimes forget them.
I maybe an idiot for doing that but I know they're all understand me more than anything and i'am to them too.
I feel vlad pat my back that made me look at him.
"You changed, but in a good way"
I smiled at him and everything was all like a surprise for me. They all made me realize every reason that I should always treasure especially me changing myself for good I guess.
And the reason of all my change is Samantha. She changed me the way I didn't assume that I would be.
Especially going into a relationship in a serious way. Everything was a messed before I met her but it all gets upside down now. Me being under her spell was a fucking insane but me being crazy was a fucking happy.
I maybe under his spell but I like being the one who she decided to got in her spell. She wasn't perfect because no one's perfect but for me she was more than perfect than I thought.
Loving someone was meant to let us break into pieces but I'm now willing to take every risk that I would get while loving her.
Risk sometimes meant to be worth it.