Prologue...
" I never feel anything for him guys... wake up" i gave them sigh and smirked
"Oh come on sam you can't blame us"-maris
"Oh ...its just a simple deal guys remember??"
"Stop that already sam?"-elsa
She gave me a disappointed look hahaha.... that's her anyway ... Even if its for her own good.
Even if I feel that this is not right from the Start tss... is till did
"So when will you finish this deal and especially when will you break up with him?"-chasie
Hmmp i think I'll just say to him that his boring for me to get even at him... so Elsa would be okay now without him in her life
"Later i think"
"Oh come on sam cut the crap"-maris
"Yea ... You won i will deposit my payment"-chasie
"Me too"-elsa
"Haha i won to our deal and now i have a millions bwhahaha"
"Tss you've never lose"
"Hahaha I know right ...you just need your charm anyway"
guys you all heard that we have a deal and it was breaking Kevin's heart because he break Elsa's heart 1 year ago tss
To all the person who will hurt us that's what we are doing even if his a perfect guy for us already.
"So bye sam i need to go for the company"-maris
Tss for her dad study and work are more important
"Me too i need to go ..my boyfriend wants to see me oh my gosh ahahah"
Date is what chasie always do that's why she has a lot of target for us to do... what a playgirl right.
"Me I'll just go up stairs for some rest hehe sige guys"
Beauty rest for Elsa as if she has hahaha
"And me I'll go ahead too ... I need to see my toy kev hihihi"
"Tss stop that sam ok it's time"-elsa
"Yeah tss bye"-chasie
"Bye guys"-maris
"Tss just go already"
They all leave ....while me I went to my car and go on our favorite spot of my fake boyfriend kevin this is it I can do this... right?
Oh if your asking if i have a special feelings for him well i don't know or more like i don't have? this is just a game for me you know.... i just want him to suffer for breaking Elsa's heart and i will end this now for good so that I wouldn't be afraid or confused again about my feelings, that shouldn't be alive from the start.
Minutes passed I'm here now at the park where we first met that i purposely plan on.
I saw him sitting one of the swing while staring at the sky... I guess
"Hello?"
He turn his head and i was shocked when i saw him crying and my smile goes in a worried face and confuse one.
"W-what happened?" I was so worried without me knowing it.
Then walk near him and stand in front of him then he stand up too, now his staring at my eye's with a lot of emotions but I only see hatred, sorrow and hurt...I want to hold his face or hug him tight.
This is not me why I'm so worried for him... I should be happy because his now crying like what Elsa did when this guy break her heart, why half part of me are so concern for him.
*dug dug dug* my heart pound not like the usual pound...
What? Why ? My heart suddenly pound fast why? what's wrong?
"Y-you know what i feel? ... I feel betrayed by the person who I already love ..." H-his crying so fast and he said betrayed who is that me or one of his family he didn't love me right? 😢😢 my mission was about him liking me not loving me? What is this?
I just stand up still to where i was standing while looking in his eye's the problem ..but i can't see anything... I only saw hurt and angry.
"...I love you...but you can't love me back ..."
did he knew already ...h-how?
"...if you want to hurt me you shouldn't come into my life you should have hired a man and ask them to beat me so fucking hard *sob* so that I shouldn't have love you more than myself *sob*... i know i hurt your friend *sob* i just can't love her back because i don't want to feel inlove or to love someone but you've teach me to love and the worst part is you teach me without you knowing it....to love you more than I love myself *sob* and you thought me that loving someone with all my heart will make me happy, that its so good to be inlove-"😥
"K-kev i-" I can't speak the words for his sentence.
Why am I hurting?, why?... i should be happy right because I already get the revenge that Elsa wanted and we all get what we want but why I'm feeling in pain?
My heart suddenly feel broke when he say all those words to me and why I'm crying this is not me, this wasn't me, this wasn't in the plan.
"...you should have told me that this is all fake, even our relationship....you should have told me that you just need a fake relationship so that I shouldn't learn *sob* to l-love you, now you see me in pain... DAMN IT DON'T CRY *sob* you make me fool... now be happy, we should celebrate and if you want i'll accompany you.... this is BULLSHIT..."
he turn around and pulled his hair I admit this is hurting me big time ... I don't want this to happen but no one dared to back out this is us even from the start... this is our game and what we all want is to take revenge to all the guys who will or who have hurt us and this is what makes us happy after being hurt even if it has a payment but why am i not happy right now why am i not okay from the start that I planned on this game that we already planned to break his heart now, why am i not happy??
"...BULLSHIT IT HURTS ME BIG TIME NOW I EXPERIENCED DAMN IT SHIT THIS-"he turn his eyes on me "- I didn't said that you should fix me, what I need you to do is be with me and love me while im fixing myself...*sob* "
"S-sorry i-i k-know *sob* i-it's m-my f-fault *sob* s-sorry ..s-sorry *sob* "😭😭 I don't know what to say but to ask for his forgiveness which I know that he won't give
"You should have KILL me instead of doing this SHIT " then he start walking away...why it is hurting me that he leave me alone, I was just staring at him walking away.
" *sob* s-sorry *sob* s-sorry"😭 I sat down in the floor and start crying.
I don't want this anymore it hurts me a lot why am i like this I didn't love him right so why im acting this way, it was like he hurt me??...
Not everything can make a bet in every game because it is so painful that they wouldn't stand anymore and so they will pass it to others... as we bet the pain will leave you alone because they are afraid of being fooled and others will try so hard that they will slowly destroy you as they run away ...
Love must go on but if you find pain this goes END...😭😭😭
Read and love my novel ...
I'm not fluent in english so just understand it on your own..
I decided to write in english because this is an english webtoon -GEMS