Notebook From Her

This happened years ago until it stopped at the beginning of the plague.

I flipped the pages of the notebook containing the hardships I've gone through over the past years before she disappeared. The first one is before I became a doctor... It was autumn maybe it was late October where I was born I grew up on the outskirts of town and became a pickpocketer and was abused by a lot of adults to take advantage of my skill during that time. I began murdering people during my 8th of age.

I didn't know during that time that I was doing something very wrong then after my 9th birthday, it was Winter of late December where I met this great man who took me in with my hand just freshly covered in blood after I murdered a young aristocrat on an alleyway. The man said, "A young man like shouldn't be doing this at your age.

You should be studying, it looks like you didn't have parents from the looks of it. Here let me bring you back to my manor I'll teach you the basics of manners..." It took me three months under his supervision to understand language and the rights and wrongs of this world.

Of course, I became an orphan and I had a Step-brother. His name is Luke Keith, he's a nice brother to me we were around the same age during that time, he taught me to catch up with his studies since I didn't go to school until I was adopted by the great man. Then when I became eleven I've been a smart kid and learning quick and my step-brother is with me learning this quick, but something behind me that keeps me from forgetting... The skills of finding the weak points of humans for cutting...

This shooked my head felt heavy during those times since I knew that those skills are bad for me and must be forgotten so I wrote them in a notebook and locked it in a box for good since all of the knowledge about killing is there. After that, I became sixteen, this is where it changed the tides of my life... One day, after school, when I arrived at the house I was greeted by... Many dead bodies of my foster parents, my heart was beating so fast that I would faint but I did not faint. My step-brother who is bleeding hard and was about to die told me that...

"You were the best brother even though I can't grow with you doing what we planned... I'm sorry..." This grew a big hole unto my chest and almost lost my mind I opened the box where I hid my notebook filled with techniques of killing people... I left the manor with a huge murderous intent to find those people who were behind this mass murder of my parents and my step-brother.

I was eighteen when I found those people behind the massacre... I killed them all the way they killed mine. This filled my hole with hatred until I bumped into a guy who saw my crime, in exchange I did his bidding by becoming a mercenary. I came across a lot of famous people, I lived a lifestyle filled with crime til I got caught by the royal guards and brought me to the queen for some reason...

The queen gave me a choice of doing a final job to clean my record, but this job is for the whole of Britain I went to enemy territory, it took me a year to finish the mission but as I was returning home, my body was about to fail I collapse during my journey back home... Then a elder man took me and asked, "Are you the person who saves the whole of Britain? I saw you with a ring that represents that you worked for the queen." I saved by this man that was a doctor that gave me a huge sign of relief... The elderly man talked to me again.

"So by the looks of it, you look like a man that is about to give up on life. A sign that you've been through a lot. I want you to relax and just say to yourself that everything is finished I can finally relax since no one is coming for you and I feel okay." After a lot of encouragement and two months of recovering. The elderly man asked me to continue his place as a doctor...

But I was a mercenary and didn't know how to become a doctor... After three years of basic learning, I realize that I am a natural here even my mentors where surprised. I became a young doctor since they thought that I was a prodigy at this occupation.

By the time I was twenty-four I got my Lab and all the materials that I need to take medicine as well. The location is in Liverpool, a good small town during that time and I liked the area since it's a bit quieter than London. Then my first medicine appeared... First I thought it was a painkiller it was a sponsored medicine by the queen but what I made instead was...

A medicine that will be used for injection as a way of executing criminals. I was shocked that that became the use case of the medicine I've made. Those who saw the great reveal of the person behind the new lethal injection was shocked and saw me as a sadist, a maniac, a loose man, a murderer. That's the result of the blind medicine they made me make it. After months of constant foul-mouthed and people avoided me during my time at Liverpool everyone hated me but this young woman that I met...

I was Twenty-Five during that time and a brave woman as they call it stepped up and talked to me... Her name was Helena Rose Carlton. She was a doctor too since that she understood my position she stayed at my laboratory keeping me at check since the time-after-time breakdowns I've been having are lessening because of her.

And she stayed day and night, some of the doctors thought that we were a couple even though our age difference was 4 years though... Well, they weren't wrong in the end. I mean we did enter into a relationship that went for so long that it was surprising for me... Until it ended with the arrival of the plague which everything that I have up to that point.