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So happy for a new chapter. I think it’s good that Kara asked about her brother’s death. It was obviously weighing on both of their minds for different reasons. For her it was just a piece of her history for Tristan it is about a painful past and the fear of her rejection. I like the title of book 2!
This is the most beautiful story i have read so far. I cant even count the amount of times i cried both from its beauty and its feeling. I cant properly express how this story makes me feel. But i can say its both beautiful and beautifully haunting. Its beautiful to read, but terribly shitty to know ill never have a love like that. Like tristan my own past is covered in darkness and anger, but i have had to do it all alone allways. Never had anybody properly support me, only break me down. Never had a girl look at me with love and longin, only pretend care. Ive been used and abused and as beautiful as this story is, its haunting to know i may never get to experience what its like to truelly be loved and love in return. I thank you dearly for writting this beautiful story and showing me whats possible, but i hate its impossible for me. Hate ill never feel the true warmth of waking up with my loved one. Hate ill never know what its like to shed my anger and sadness in the comforting embrace of the one to stand by my side. I hate ill never be able to trust someone, the way they trust each other. I love this story, no matter the pain it causes my heart.