""rejection and resolve""

kanika mam puri night ache se so nahi pati hai unhone isse pahle kisi ko propose nahi kiya tha . wo pawan ke baare me or janna chahti thi par wo darr bhi rahi thi ki pawan unhe accept karega ki nhi, wo usse age me bhi badi thi or wo uski teacher bhi thi

jab wo school pahuchi to wo apne lecture ka wait kar rahi thi jo ki lunch ke baad tha .

wo bas pawan se ek proper answer chahti thi

par wo darr bhi rahi thi ki kahi wo reject na ho jaye pure din wo yahi soch rahi thi or baar baar pawan ki class ke baher se gujar rahi thi

pawan use puri tarah se ignore kar raha tha

jab aakhir. me kanika mam ka lecture aaya tooo pawan class me nahi hota hai

ye dekh wo frustrated ho jati hai unhone socha tha ki wo puri class ke samne pawan ko propose karegi.

wo terrace par jati hai or pawan wahi par hota hai wo use datne lagti hai wo class kyu nhi aaya or cigarette kyu pi raha hai

maine aaj tak kisi ladke ko propose nahi kiya tha tum pahle ladke ho or maine mazak me tumhe propose nahi kiya hai

jab tumne mujhe pahli baar bachaya tabhi se me tumhe thanks kehna chahti thi

or jab tumne un badmasho se fight ki tab mujhe mere dil me tumhare liye pyaar ka pata chala main tumahre sath rehna chahti hu,

tumhe khush dekhna chahti hu, tumhe friends banate dekhna chahti hu, tumhari khushi or dukh me tumhara sahara banana chahti hu

Please accept me main tumhe khush rakhungi

love mere liye nahi hai, me koi normal person nahi hu or maine tumhe nahi bachaya or na hi main tumhe pasand krta hu. tum mujhse durr raho tum janti kya ho mere baare me kuch hi weeks hue hain mujhe yaha aYe hue or tum kehti ho ki. tum mujhe pyaar krti ho

behtar hoga ki tum mujhe bhul jao kyunki main paagal hu.

kya tum mujhe pasand nahi karte kanika mam kehti hain

love ki mere life me koi zarurat nahi hai ye kehakar pawan waha se jaane lagata hain

main tumhe aasaani se nahi chodne wali tum mere liye bahut mayne rakhte ho main tumse payaar krti hu or krti rahungi

pawan use byy bolkar waha se chala jata hai

kanika mam pawan ke baare sabkuch janne ka than leti hai

kanika mam ye nahi jannti thi unke is faisale se unki life me kya kuch hone wala hai

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