Me, anal and her secret ①

I want to die.

I muttered and sat down on an uncomfortable pipe chair.

Not only uncomfortable, but it's also cold.

It is August, the time for Obon festival.

The place I currently am, is crowded with people, as if the gate to hell had opened. Most of them are women, and sometimes men. Why am I specifically pointing out 'men'? And why am I here?

With dead eyes, I look at the thin book on the long desk in front of me.

On the cover, the aesthetically shaped "boys" by Hanayashiki Ema are intertwined and staring at each other.

One have black hair… I think he kinda looks similar to me, but that's probably just my imagination.

The other is blonde… I think he kinda looks similar to Hanayashiki Ema, the artist, but that's probably just my imagination.

In the book, the black haired one is pushed down by the one with blonde hair, who pushes his cock in the ass hole, then the black haired one is panting from sexual arousal. I only saw it once, but don't want to see it again. I want to erase it from my memory.

Here is the 'Big Sight' in the 'West Building'.

The second day of Comiket in August, the biannual event.

I was brought to the 'for female section', in the 'literary creation genre' corner (JUNE/BL), and sat down with dead eyes.

In front of me, another woman, who looks like a hunter aiming for prey, comes and says the spell, "Four of these please".

When I hear the spell, I turned into a machine that returned the fixed reply of, "That'll be 500 each. Yes, thank you very much". The words spoken by the women next are almost always the same.

"Isn't Flower☆House-sensei around?"

"She is, just away right now… I think she'll be back around noon…"

The woman looks disappointed when she hears it, then suddenly compares my face with the black-haired boy on the cover, as if she suddenly thought it up. I felt uncomfortable and move my ass fidgetingly.

Eventually, the woman grinned -niyari-, then smiled like a bird sighting prey for a second, then, "Well, I'll come back later" said that and left.

I can tell what she's thinking, and I'm exhausted by the thought of it.

Why am I here again?

Let's try to remember. Why did this happen? Yes, right from the moment I stepped into Hanayashiki Ema's apartment. It started then.

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Recently, Hanayashiki Ema appeared somewhat strange.

After finishing the 3 days and 2 nights beach tour with Kaoru and the others, I was busy moving about to get a bit of my chores done, but then I noticed that Ema seemed strange.

Ema's strange appearance #1.

She keeps muttering, "The deadline is…" with a weird, tired face.

Ema's strange appearance #2.

Her hands are strangely dirty. They are black, like the ones from getting ink on them. There is also something like a fine stain on the clothes that I do not understand how they got them.

Ema's strange appearance #3.

I asked her how I can help, then she said that she wanted to sketch my cock. She drew my erect cock in a sketchbook with very serious eyes.

It's strange. Isn't it?

I didn't understand it at all. What Ema is doing and what she's trying to do.

That's why I decided to go to Ema's apartment. In the past, when there were no where else we can go to, the suggestion to go to her apartment was rejected with great momentum.

I didn't care at that time, but there must be something in that apartment. My sixth sense tells me so.

That's why I came to the place where Ema's apartment would be, with the freshman Shikimori Arisa whom I happened to be with.

(TN: Arisa is the girl at chapter 25-26. The one in the train)

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"I've heard that it's around here…"

"Senpai, where is the address? Let's look it up on a map."

Arisa asks while launching the map application on a smartphone. I told her Ema's address and showed me the search results. It is very close apparently.

"But what happened to Hanayashiki-sensei? Didn't she reply to Senpai's emails?"

"She did, but… look."

Arisa calls her Hanayashiki-sensei because she is suppose to be a nurse teacher at school.

Yesterday, I send Ema, "What happened recently? You look tired" because I didn't get to meet up with Ema.

And the replied e-mail says,「I'm sorry, I have a bit of things to do right now. When I'm done, I'll serve you lots and lots, as much as I can, so please excuse me ＞＜」

A very short email, which is unusual for Ema, who always sends long as hell emails.

"What could she be busy with? What do you think Arisa?"

Arisa replied that she doesn't have a clue either.

Let's go to the apartment for now. Meet and talk with her and see what's going on.

Ema, whose love and loyalty value is at MAX should not cheat on me. Something important and urgent is happening. She is my -kawaii- -kawaii- girlfriend, and I'd like to help out if it's so hard…

While having such thoughts, we advance towards Ema's apartment.

I saw someone familiar at the other side.

At a glance, dressed like a boy.

However, with an androgynous charm, that's also like one from a beautiful girl.

Wearing a cap on, and peeking from the tank top, dazzling sun-tanned upper arm which shows that she is active outdoors.

Tachibana Izumi. Kaoru's friend, the boku-girl.

At the same time we noticed her, Izumi-chan seems to have noticed us as well.

With a blooming smile, she rushes over.

"Senpai! It's strange to meet in such a place!"

"Oh, it's Izumi-chan. Long time no see, or has it?"

-pekori- Izumi-chan bows down.

It's been a week. I was thinking of calling her to do ecchi stuff soon.

It's an opportune event, so let's introduce Izumi-chan to Arisa. Izumi talked to Arisa before I said that they are both members of my harem.

"Arisa-senpai, nice to meet you! Are you well off these days? How nice, you're dating with Koutaro-senpai today, I want to have a date too."

"Izumi-chan, nice to meet you. Ehehe, it's not exactly a date…"

Arisa shakes her head quite happily.

Wait, are you two acquainted? I shouldn't have introduced them yet…

Despite me getting confused, the two are somehow talking about me and getting close together.

"Actually, we are on our way to visit Hanayashiki-sensei…"

"Ema-san? I just went to a convenience store for Ema-san's errand."

ーlook, she showed the bag from the convenience store in her hand. There is a box of popsicles that she seems to have just bought.

…Or rather, Ema's errand? Why does Ema use Izumi-chan? And Izumi-chan should never have met Ema in the first place.

"Hey, Izumi-chan. Why are you running Ema's…"

"Ah, shoot! The ice is melting. I'm rushing to Ema-san's house, Senpai. It's that one!"

-shupa~a!- And Izumi-chan starts running as if to lead us. Wait, wait! You're rushing too much boku-girl!

I and Arisa rush after Izumi-chan. Eventually, she enters the door of a mediocre apartment that could be found anywhere. This is it! I am filled with questions that keeps poping up one after another.

Why does Izumi-chan know Ema's house? Why does she know Arisa and Ema?

However, contrary to me who is confused, Izumi guides us in a spirited manner.

Going up the stairs and right in front of a room on the second floor. The nameplate says "Hanayashiki". It seems to be Ema's room…

-pinpoーn- Izumi chimes the doorbell.

After a brief pause, it is Ema's voice that is heard over the intercom.

「Hello~…」

"It's Izumi! I'm back!"

「Thank you very much~ …I will open it now…」

A rattling sound from the inside is heard and the door opens.

Who came out from inside wears a green jersey with an unmaintained ragged blonde hair. Panda-eyes are present in her eyes, and she looks exhausted.

Terrible. You look terrible Hanayashiki Ema-san.

"Thanks Izumi-chan…"

Ema opens her eyes wide when she notices us in the back, as she give thanks to Izumi-chan.

"Ah… ah…"

"Y-yoー… I came, but… maybe it's a bad time…"

Me and Ema kept staring at each other for a while.

Is the green jersey – labeled "Hanayashiki Ema" – from her school days? It looks stuffy because it seems way too tight, especially around the chest.

And with mysterious stains on her hands, she gave a rather dirty feeling.

"Hey…"

"Hey?"

A voice much like a sigh leaks from Ema's mouth. What's that? The moment I tried to lean in close, she screamed at the top of her lungs.

"Hiyaaaaaa~~~~! Why is Koutaro-kun here~~!!!!!"

"Ah, hey! Ema! What's wrong? Don't close the door! Oi!"

After screaming, Ema shuts the door and seems to lock it from inside. I turn the door knob to get inside, but it does not move. She really did lock it from the inside.

Ou! Ema-sanー!? I press the doorbell, but there is no response. What exactly is going on?

I heard some noise from inside, and after a while, the door finally opened.

"-ko- -kohon-… Good afternoon, Koutaro-kun…"

She hurriedly dressed her hair and changed her clothes.

The loose hair is still not combed enough to be gone, while the green jersey had been changed to a T-shirt, and with jeans on. But I can see an outthrust around her chest. No bra apparently.

"W-what's up…? To come to such a place…"

"Ema…"

I gently put my hand on Ema's shoulder and stare at her eyes. Ema looks back with her eyeballs swimming while trying to feign calm.

"W-well, something…"

"Ema, you're hiding something from me."

"Fue… i-it's not like that…"

Ema answers while her eyes are now darting about and sweating a bit. It seems like she's moving her body from a while ago, seemingly preventing me from looking into the room.

Yep, she most definitely does.

I slowly put my feet inside the opened door…

"Thanks for having meー!"

"No, no!… Don't go inside…"

-gaba- I push Ema aside and step into the room, taking my shoes off at the front door.

Don't, don't, Ema pulls my body while she keeps saying that, but to no effect. She have no strength.

Then I go into her 1LDK apartment.

And I saw it.

Ema's secret.

The room is filled with colorful costumes. There were maid clothes, cheongsam, frilly clothes, butler and many different cosplays.

Convenience store lunch boxes and confectionery bags are scattered on the floor, and on the desk. She seems to be drawing something, and manga-like manuscript paper divided by frames are also scattered about.

Don't look at them… I ignore Ema saying such while clinging to me, then take a good look at the manuscript paper spread out on the desk.

It depicts a boy who somehow looks feminine, drawn in an artistic style. I knew is a boy because his crotch have something I'm very familiar with – a dick.

A blond-haired boy inserts his dick into the black-haired boy's anal. The words written on the balloon catch my eyes.

「 Aah, Kota… You're the best…」

「 N-no, Ema… Such a thing… aah~!」

I slowly turn my head to Ema. This is not a manga bought but one Ema is drawing.

"…You"

"A-arere~? That's weird, why is this in my room?"

She's whistling with a -hyururu- while desperately turning away, trying to deceive me somehow. This girl really think that'll work? Or rather, what was she even doing?

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