School

Laurel:Today, I'll tell you a story about what happened yesterday....

It's wednesday....I'm trying to sleep cuz our teacher is not here....My classmates were so Noisy! I mean it's like a market/Zoo/something....I raise my head to see everyone doing stupid things...As i became so angry about them being Noisy, I slapped(You can call it punch?) my arm chair as loud as i could then they all started to be quiet as my teacher enters the room....My friends started not talking to me the whole time....Others too.....Then i started to feel depressed because ...No one would like a friend like me, No one wanted to be hurt so they stay away from me, No one would like a girl like me, No one would accept me....

Why, Why am I so different? Anyone? Can anyone accept me for being me?

Do i need to cut so i could get your attention and bring back our friendship?

Should i kill myself for being not what you wanted me to be?

As the class ended...One of my friends say Sorry....Is she really being sorry?

Or scared that if she is not my friend i'll hurt her.....

I...I don't know anymore....