Continue being a leech to my riches

"Shocking, isn't it? I bet it is to you but well, what can I do? I've been with him before, it's just that my stupid heart, beat for your husband which is the biggest mistake of my life. Now tell me, how can I protect myself if I didn't make you notice me? Would you even be sitting here right at this moment and be willing to listen to me? Will your husband even bat an eye when he sees me? No. He would get rid of me as well. How can I remain sane, tell me, Lexi Yang! Tell me!" From ridiculing how things were too messed up, Avah Tong's manner escalated as her voice raised to the top of her lungs. She ground her teeth as her grip on the armrest tightened, digging her nails into it.