There's No Turning Back

The beautiful moon reflected brightly on the water surface, 'what a perfect view to share with the one we love', Akira thought. But the lady he loves was sleeping soundly on his lap. They were in the balcony as Bia requested earlier because she needed some fresh air after all the alcohol that she consumed. As the temperature dropped lower and lower, Akira decided to carry Bia back to her room and put her on her bed. As he was about to leave her, a hand caught his sleeve.

"Good night honey, I'll be in Alex's room when you need me", Akira held her hand and kissed it.

Bia opened her eyes and said with a pleading eyes, "Stay, please..". This was not the first time they slept together but all they did was just the sleeping not more, not less.

"Honey, I'll be in the next room.. I'll leave the light on and our doors open, okay", Akira was trying so hard not to pounce on her.

"I won't do anything to you, I promise.. just be with me tonight, please..".

Akira laughed when he heard what she said, "Hahahahaha, honey.. I will do something if I stay longer in your room".

"So? I'm yours and we are...".

Akira put his finger on Bia's lips before she could finish her sentence. "I don't think tonight is the good time, don't get me wrong honey. I want you more than anything but..". Bia got up and sealed his lips with hers, it made Akira caught off guard, next he held Bia's head and kissed her back until both of them fell on the bed. When he realized what he did, he quickly jumped out of the bed.

"Sorry.. I'm so sorry honey".

Bia just smiled and said, "Don't be.. I'm not drunk and I know you think that you are taking advantage of the drunken me. Tell me how to seduce you, my handsome doctor", Bia sat on her bed, showed some skin by exposing her left shoulder and winked at him.

Akira was going crazy so he took a deep breath and said, "You don't have to do that honey.. I always want you", he went closer to Bia and tried to cover Bia with blanket but Bia threw the blanket away.

"You always seduce me and now my turn", Bia said.

"Honey, nothing happened before because you were not ready but now I won't be able to stop", He tried to reason out with her.

"Hmm, hmm", that's all Bia's answer.

"Are you really ready? because once it's done, there's no turning back.. you are going to be stuck with me forever?", Akira asked her seriously and Bia just nodded her head.

"Honey, you drive me crazy, we can't go all the way until you are officially Mrs.Abe".

"Sure, just kissed then". Actually Bia was still scared to go all the way and worried if Akira mistook her for a cheap woman but she tried to be bold to show him her feelings. Because she just found out tonight that she loves Akira so much. Akira always chasing her all this time and she didn't want him to think that she was still in love with Grant. Actually, Grant helped Bia to realise how much she loves Akira because when Grant was following her earlier she didn't have any special feelings towards Grant. Her heart was not beating for Grant, she didn't care when so many girls tried to attract Grant's attentions and she couldn't wait to get rid of Grant. She wanted Akira badly at that moment but she was angry at Akira at the same time, it was so frustrating for her.

"Honey, I love you.. I'll cherish you forever".

"I love you Akira", then the kissing and the half the way kind of thing started. Bia was so nervous because they've never gone this far.

Akira kissed her lips, her face, her neck and continue to the half way through. He was so happy to see how their relationship going, even though he was trying so hard to control the beast in him. 'Stay calm Akira, don't scare her or she'll run for the hill' he said in his heart. After a while Akira ran to the bathroom and took a long cold shower and when he went back to the room, Bia was fast asleep, then he joined her on the bed.

But they forgot to lock the bedroom door so when Kim came over and wanted to sleep with Bia, she saw the two love birds were cuddling in their sleep.

"Ewww, I shouldn't have listened to these two people, they are the one who asked me to come but they forgot about me. Should I take some pictures, emmm... that's not polite but.. polite is not me.. I guess.. just take some for blackmailing them in the future". After long debate with herself Kim snapped some photos of the happy couple, left the room and closed their door.

"Shame.. their clothes were on, ck,ck,ck..", Kim shook her head many times when she scrolled down the pictures in her phone.

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The sun was peeping through the curtain and made Bia's eyes cringed. She opened her eyes slowly and shut them quickly because a pair of beautiful gray eyes were staring at her.

"Good morning honey, isn't it too late to be shy.. I saw everything that I need to see", Akira pulled her closer and started to kiss her jawline.

"No, you didn't.. stop it Akira, it's tickled".

"Yup, I saw everything but didn't touch everything", and he continued to kissed her collar bone.

"Akira, it's tickled.. you need to shave".

"I didn't hear any complaints last night, all I could hear was you called my name countless times.. honey, you are like drugs so addictive", he started unbuttoning Bia's top and started the torture for Bia again. Bia just gripped the sheet and ready to the pleasant torture. She was not good at this kind of thing because the first time she did it till she got knocked up was when she was drunk and she didn't remember anything. Anyway, Akira was aware about Bia's past, that was why he didn't go all the way last night and today.

"Honey, relax.. I won't eat you, it's nice to wake up with you in my arms," he embraced her and kissed her forehead.

"Emm.. I'm.. sorry Akira, I acted like a foolish woman.. am not even a virgin.. I should...", Bia couldn't look at Akira's face.

"Hey.. hey.. honey, you know I'm not too.. so? we take it slow, baby step honey.. and I'm not ready to share you with any baby though for now. what are we talking about again?... Ahhh, please don't think about the past, I know what happened last time.. I want to live with you in the present and in the future.. and thank you for returning my feelings.. I'm so lucky to have you honey.. the past was what makes us now.. I love you Bianca Paramitha Rees and I hope you'll say yes when I propose to you again".

"Well, that depends on how your performance will be", Bia kissed him hard and that took him by surprise but when he was going to kissed her back, she pushed him away and ran to bathroom and locked the bathroom door.

"Bia...", Akira was shocked to see a certain part in his body reacted, only his honey could do that. 'Well.. another cold shower then..' he mumbled and dragged his heavy body to Alex's room.

Kim was busy preparing breakfast in the kitchen when Bia was going to make breakfast for Akira and herself. Bia forgot about Kim, she felt so bad because she was the one who called Kim to come last night.

"Morning my evil cousin", Kim said, she was just teasing Bia.

"I'm sorry my darling angel, wow.. Kim, you are getting prettier day by day".

"Tell me something that I don't know, pass the pepper to me, please", Kim pointed the pepper shake on the dining table to Bia.

"I think the vain attitude runs in our blood and somehow I managed to skip the attitude and the looks", Bia said that whilst giving the pepper to Kim.

"You are very beautiful B and you are the only one can't see that. If you are not pretty, how come two of the most amazing men on this island are fighting over you my B? Huh?", Kim raised her eyebrows to Bia and she continued her words, "B, please spare my eyes and throw away your boys' clothes. I want you to dress up like how you dressed last night, okay?".

"My clothes are comfortable", Bia protested.

"Morning my love, morning Kim.. please honey, don't listen to Kim because I don't want other men drooling at your beautiful body", Akira hugged Bia from behind.

"How selfish of you Mr.Playboy, you are displaying and parading yourself every day", Kim smirked at him.

"I'm not a playboy, my heart is belong to Bia only and I will look good in anything", Akira released Bia from his arms and took a few plates and the cutlery from the cabinet then set the table.

"Hmm, hmm, oh I see.. then maybe l will look good in anything as well", Bia said that and after she finished making their coffee, she joined them at the dining table.

"Honey, of course you will look gorgeous.. shall we go shopping after work today?".

"No need, I bought a lot of things yesterday and I'm going out with Kim and the girls later". Then Bia whispered in Akira's ear, "You can continue displaying yourself and kissed other girls in your clinic or wait for me to come back, be good darling...", and kissed him good bye.

Kim couldn't hold her laugh when she saw the look on Akira's face, he was speechless.

"Let's go Kim, I'm going to be late".