In the arms of Ryan, I felt an indescribable mix of emotions, some were that of happiness while some were those of sadness and guilt.
But I suppressed all of those emotions right now I need to calm down Ryan and apologise to him. I must tell him everything.
Opening my eyes, I looked up to see his beautiful face filled with pain and agony, making my heart sink.
I wanted to snuggle up to him, ask him to forgive me but first I must tell him the truth.
After all, even Mata Sita had to give a test to prove her innocence.
That's when we reached the castle.
Landing on the balcony of Ryan's room, he places me down in a gentle manner with a firm grip around my waist, like I'm a doll who would be blown away by the wind if not held tightly.
Pulling me inside through the french doors of the balcony, he turned around to close them leaving us alone in a lonely room filled with deafening and suffocating tension.
I could practically hear my quick short breaths coming out in a raspiness.
"Sit down. We need to talk", said Ryan in a stern and serious voice with a distant look in his eyes.
I felt an indescribable pain in my heart on seeing his cold behaviour. This isn't the usual Ryan.
This isn't that cute, polite Ryan. This isn't my Ryan.
Heh, but he never was mine to start with. After all, we are two beings of different worlds who were never meant to meet if not for our accidental encounter.
Thinking this I slowly moved towards the bed and sat down at it's edge.
"Now, would you like to tell me what were you doing with that damn VAMPIREEE!!!"
Looking down, I thought this is the first time he has shouted at me. I shouldn't have lied to him. He would definitely understand my reason.
Thinking this, I began to say, "Ryan..."
But my talk was cutted by a sudden pull making me cringe in pain. I felt a cold wall behind me with those piercing topaz green eyes with a fire burning behind them.
"WHY?!?!?! I TRUSTED YOU SO MUCH!!!
WHY DID YOU BETRAY ME?!?!?!
WHY?!?!?!"
"HOW DID I BETRAY YOU, HUH?!?!?!
I had gone out with vampireee to complete some important work. It hadn't been for too long. What is wrong in that???
And I'm not an object that you own. I have my own will and feelings "
"VAMPIREEE!!!
WHEN DID YOU GET SO CLOSE TO HIM????"
Oops, I should think before I speak. Now, I have done it. I made him angrier.
" Ryan, just calm down and listen to me for a second. He and I are not together you are getting it wrong"
GROWWWLLLL
That's when I was interrupted by a fierce growl, which almost felt animalistic.
"YOU ARE MY MATE, THAT MAKES YOU MINE!!!
DON'T YOU DARE THINK ABOUT ANY OTHER MEN IN MY PRESENCE...."
And with that, he took me into a possessive embrace, that almost blogged my nasal passage completely making me struggle for freedom.
Looking up I saw a broken Ryan. I could see hurt in his eyes.
"Ryan just listen to what I have to say for a second. I want to tell you everything truthfully. I want you to know everything, OK"
That's when there was a loud bang.
Looking towards the door I saw Vampireee sweat covered as if he ran at his full speed to get here.
Once the intact door was now lying on the other side of the room.
" Leave her alone!!!"
Oh no, now things are gonna take a turn for worse.
"Vampireee DON'T!!!"
"Why not he has no right to behave to you like this, Princess!!!!
And he is simply hurting you, he doesn't care for you?!?!"
"DON'T!!!!!"
"No, I will clarify everything today. Emperor Ryan, you are a total jerk who doesn't trust his own mate. Who didn't even try to find her. And when you found her, you are trying to keep her locked inside your huge castle. You just don't deserve her. You can't see her happy. It would be better if you leave her...."
What is this all mate nonsense and what has it got to do with me????
Uhhh, I will think about it later right now I need to stop these two....
"Rya..."
"ENOUGH!!!"
Now he is veeeery veeeery angry. Now I'm dead.....
"IF YOU LOVE HER SO MUCH, THEN WHY DON'T YOU TAKE HER WITH YOU?!?!
AND YOU WHY ARE YOU JUST GET LOST
I DON'T WANT A GIRL LIKE YOU IN HERE"
It felt as if a sharp arrow pierced through my heart.
How could he even think like that about???
How could he think about me like this???
How coulddd he?!?!?!
Who the hell does he think he is accusing me of things I didn't even do?!?!
Who the hell is he to judge my character?!?!
I could have swallowed all these things but what made me lose my control was his next statement.
"LOOKS LIKE YOUR PARENTS HAVEN'T TAUGHT YOU ANYTHING, WHAT ARE YOU DOING HERE YET JUST GET LOST?!?!?"
"Slap"
A single tear betraying my pride slid down my cheeks.
" You deserve that!!!
What do you even know about me and my parents?!?!!
They may not have been there to teach the ways of life to me, I may not be a perfect person. But I know that I have made them proud with my deeds and never giving up morale.
I don't need to hear that from a strangers mouth...
(Sob) I hate you, Emperor Ryan, from now on you are nothing but dead old past of my life....."