21th of october

"How dare you !" she glared at him and smacked his shoulder fiercely few time.

But, her anger was not subsidized yes, She threw a cushion on him "do you remember now ?".

Nick stared at her blankly and shook his head again.

Alice angered disappeared and turned to behelplessness.

"It's the day you confessed to me"

"ah.. thanks for enlightened me.

But... according to My memory, it was the other way around. That day, It was you who confessed to me"

"Shameless" Alice smacked his shoulder again.

"that's the fact. I also clearly remember that you were jealous.." Alice sealed a kiss on his lips before he went further.

Nick chuckled then deepened their kiss. Hs2e didn't resist, so Nick proceed to the next step and the step after next.

Nick was creating his masterpiece on her chest when she registered a tingling sensation there. This sensation brought her back to the present. She was half lying on the sofa with her head on the armrest

"wait..." Her voice was hoarse.

"I have second reason. Do want to know ?"

Nick stopped and controlled his desire. He was still on top of her "Sure. tell me what it is".

Alice looked at his face softly, her hand touched his eyebrows, then traveling along his nose before caressing his lips.

She didn't realise that her touch arouse his lust that he managed stabilized few moment ago.

He grabbed her hand, got up and picked her up from sofa, he took her to their room. He smirked "I really need to punish you tonight".

He threw her to their bed, and he pounded at her and restarted his work.

He successfully placed few hickies on her neck, few more on her upper chest.

He stopped and smirked "now, think . will you begging me to stop and to continue"

His top pijama had gone, Aice could he his well built body clearly.

She was shivered, may be due to her desire or may be because It was a cold winter night.

She subconsciously cover her naked upper body to stop her from shaking.

Nick chuckled and turned his body to go to bathroom to deal with his little brother down there.

But, Alice snatched his hand "don't go".

He smiled "It's ok.. Be good" removed her hand from his, button her half open pijamas then rushed to ths bathroom.

She was sorry for llhim. She knew that since they started dating, he had countless night of suffering inside their bathroom. He suppressed his man desire to fullfil her wish. It must had been difficult for him, especially after they shared bed. But magnificently, he could controlled his lust.

Few weeks after they were couple, she told him that her wished was giving her chastity to her husband on their wedding night. It was then, but she had changed her mind now. She was willing to do it before wedding day as long as it's with him. However, Nick was so persistent to fulfill her dream. Few times they nearly did it, but Nick always managed to stop and relieved him self inside the bathroom.

Nick came out from bathroom afterwhile, he looked much better. After put on his upper pijama, he went inside their quilt and lay on the bad. Alice sneaked into this embraced and hugged him.

"I told you not to hold it. I am fine. I.."

"it's ok. three monts is not long" He caressed her hair and kissed top of her head.

"tell me your second reason "

Alice smiler and closed her eyes

"last year 21th oct wss the day you left Country U. I was restless and in agony. I cried for whole night. When You said good bye, I was lost and... My world turned dark again when you disappeared from my sight" she weeped.

"serve you right"

"hey !" alice punched his chest lightly and he clunched his chest where she hit him and moam as he was badly hurt.

Alice mouth twiched

"you deserve it. I persuaded you for 3 months, well no, it was more than three month. I did everything I could to make to come with me. But your cold heart didn't budge. you prefered your online shop and money. I was very disappointed"

"you are wrong. I refused to come with you not because of money or the online shop. It's because" she was hestitated

"go on.. tell me" he really wanted to hear her reason.

" I was scared. scared if your family didn't like me, scared if people around you schemed me, worry if one day you would tired of me. I was really afraid" she was trembled.

"You should had told me. If only you told me that time, you wouldn't suffered and I wouldn't suffer too" Nick closed his eyes then tighten his hands around her shoulder. "Tell me why did you change your mind ?"

Alice opened her eyes and stared at him with soft and gentle manner

"because I realised that I love you, I am not used to without you. I wanted to be with you. I want to break free from my past".