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Just a bit disappointed because a scum and a jerk stole her virginity. Whoever that bastard is, I want him to suffer in hell in Yang Feng hands. 😡😠 With this issue, there are two scenarios I am thinking that probably happened to Feifei. First, maybe she was raped (but I am hoping she was not) and second, something already happened to her and that Zheng bastard before that Xia bitch entered and destroyed their relationship. Also, I remembered that Feifei once dreamt of laying in a pool of blood, and the reason why she consciously sometimes subconsciously holds her stomach is because she got miscarriage. Another possibility is maybe Feifei is still a virgin however she suffered a great trauma during her stay in the military and she thought the one who assaulted her took her virginity. I am not sure about this possibility, I am just hoping that there is a twist regarding this issue.
I'm pretty it's the scumbag Zheng who forced her. I remember a line before where she said that she pretty much sacrificed everything to that scumbag, even her stomach. Also, there's a line before when she went to the black room and saw bloods on the floor, she suddenly thought about the instance where she saw a blood in an office floor. I think that's when she had miscarriage (which pertains to why she had a habit of touching her stomach before) due to stress in work.
Oh wow that was a big ball thrown at our faces! 😮 Now, who was that person.. We all know that intimate moments usually send Feifei into panic attacks so it might be because her first wasn't a good experience. I don't think it was with that Zheng scum. Dear God I hope it's not that general! 😭😖 In the earlier chapters, there were mentions of her dread with the guest room in her house. I'm guessing it happened there? 🤔 Thanks for the 2 chapters author-nim! ❤️
I don't care about with whom she slept before and should not others also. This yang feng got no rights to get upset at her or with the person who took her virginity. He himself slept with countless woman in his office cabin itself. Fucking man ego. My only problem is dear author, don't make her our lifei another rape victim please. It will break my heart so much. I don't have problem even if she give her first time to zhaeng tianyi with consent. But please don't make her horrible rape victim.
Virgin or not if a man truly loves you it doesn't matter! Now the problem here is how the virginity was taken. Was it because of mutual agreement or by force? Mutual- two reasons mainly because of love or lust Force-Obsession and lust and that is rape ***I said it before if Yang Feng make a fuss about it(virginity) towards ZL then he's the worst. He's not a womanizer but he has lust though. He's banging the high-end-prostitute as well 😕😒😒😒****
I would like to think that ZL is still a virgin and she knows she is but decided to test out the waters with YF to see if he truly cares for her amd and would love her regardless. She is waiting for the right reaction from YF before she finally takes the plunge and gives herself to him. What do you think dear author? This would be a favorable solution to all sides!😀😀😀
This is different. Well, YF isn’t a virgin either so... I don’t think she was raped by the General though; I’m inclined to believe that Zheng guy must have forced himself on her while they were still together. I remember him telling YF that he was feeding of another man’s leftovers earlier. It couldn’t have been a good experience for her given how she reacts to intimacy.