Man or Woman

Let me tell you how my life was so twisted. Of me going threw hell and back, but would I change it and pick a different route. No! I'll do it again in a heart beat.

!!LET ME EXPLAIN!!

I was always picked on everywhere I went. Everyone made fun of me, they made me feel unloved, ugly, stupid, and disgusted. Every morning I wake up 2 hours early so I can pick out an outfit that won't catch their attention, so they'll leave me alone. But it never worked. I try wearing make-up so they can stop saying I'm ugly. But it never worked either. When I'm in school they always called me names that hurt my feelings.

I tried telling my parent but they said that's life, your just gonna have to deal with it. Or if you don't like the way your being treated, than do something about it, No one can change how your being treated until you step up.

I was always told by my elders to ignore them and they'll get tired of you not giving them the response they want. It worked with some. But the other one's would get mad and try and hurt me or, find other person to hurt me so their hands can be clean. There were times when they jump me or threw things at me, and the teacher will see it and call my mother to tell her what happen and fake like she writing me up. Then after that she'll just let me walk home.

Until, One one I was doing homework like I always do, when I ran across something on my computer. It was a website that helps with people who don't have friends, help with bully and more. It's called "Friend-Zone". So from the name, I thought it would be nice to check it out. The website needed a lot personal information like Email, Address, Zip-code, Name, Phone Number, etc.

I met my best friend from this website, if it wasn't for her I wouldn't be here. My best friend is more then a friend to me, she more like a sister. And I respect her so much. I had "Friend-Zone" notify me every time someone wanted to be my friends. I liked it at first but than I started to hated the sound so I changed it to vibrate.

My sister came over my house and we finished our homework and then started to play my the new game that came out, Portal Combat. We played Portal Combat for thirty minutes until she pause the game and looked at me dead into my eyes and told me I should delete my account on "Friend-Zone", the website I met her on, with no emotion. She looked serious, But I was confused on how she randomly came up with this topic, so I asked her a few times, Why? But she never responded, she just shook her head and said "never mind, I tell you later" while turning back towards the Television and continued playing the game until she lost. I didn't wanna think anything weird of what she said so I waited patiently. But from the moment she told me to delete my account, it gave me bad vibes, which I ended up shaking off.

My sister finish playing the game, and started to grab her homework quickly to put in her backpack. I asked her why she was packing her bag, and she told me she was going to go home, she "wasn't feeling good". Which I know she was lying but she looked so focused on going home that I just let her go. Later, I texted her on my phone saying if I did something to upset her to tell me and that I was still wanted to know why she wanted me to delete my account.

Five minutes later, I said to myself in the mirror "Let's hope she texts me back" and waited in silents....

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[next chapter will be called the "The unbelievable news"]

[update: Every Sunday]