Jan Ist

Before me I see two Gods one male one female. How do I know they are Gods? It is just a feeling really. They are holding hands while smiling at me. [Hello again boy] Again? [Yes again. Though you probably don't remember] They can read my mind?! [Well here we can I guess.] Well that answers that question at least.

"Who are you two?" I ask curiously as other than us there is nothing else but darkness. I try to look at myself but I can't see it. It is like my body doesn't exist [Well it doesn't or at least not here it doesn't] Ok that is beginning to grow annoying! [Sorry] I sigh or at least I think it is a sigh

[To answer your question we are the God/Goddess Janist.] They both speak at the same time it is rather irritating but whatever. [I am Jan] Oh only the female spoke this time. [And I am Ist.] Seems it is the male this time. [We are twin Gods. Our Godhood is Contradictions. Light and Darkness, Male and Female, Yin and Yang, Life and Death] Back to speaking together again.

"Ok and what does this have to do with me? What were those images I seen and who was that woman?" I of course was very confused about why I was even here. It seemed those images were my past but that should mean I am dead but then who was that woman I saw before coming here?

[Oh well first off you died on Earth due to a terrorist attack interrupting one of your experiments causing it to explode. This explosion damaged your soul so that is why you only see fragments. But before we get to that woman let us talk about you shall we] The male and female nod to each other [First off we are very curious about you too] Gods are curious about me? [Yes you see you did a lot of good in the world. You built machines to help with construction, sewage, recycling. You made cures to vaccines and even helped children off the streets] Oh it seems I was a great person [That is the problem you weren't supposed to do any of that. Your fate was to kill many people and kick start a war that would kill hundreds of millions of people!] A cold sweat rolls down my back.

"W-wait why would I do that?" I was panicking. I never thought that my original fate was to lead the world into war. The very thought of it was terrifying making my spine tingle, though I have no spine.

[Yes it is strange. You were supposed to be an orphan til you were 9 years old by then your hate would have been seeped down deep. You would get brought in by an assassination organization and made into a machine to kill. Using knowledge you gained you would have made new poisons and war machines. But oddly enough it changed. A woman found you and adopted you instead and gave you shelter and love for a year instead. Even after she died you pushed past your hate and lived to make her happy in the afterlife. This one twist changed everything that is why we have no idea what to do with you so we decided to give you another chance]

After hearing all that a woman whose face is vague appears in my mind. I can only see her smile so bright and the warmth of her hands. I couldn't help but smile back due to that memory but soon the smile fades too because I also recall all the pain and suffering I had to endure. "What do you mean another chance?"

[Ah see due to that one twist your fate became blank, in fact still is! You control your own fate! Due to not giving into hate and instead becoming a shield for others you changed everything. Even at the funeral you had an almost 100% certain chance to hate the world and go back to the original fate but you didn't. So due to this and all the positive karma you gained we gave you another chance to live. We are also going to put in an extra gift letting you keep the fragmented memories and knowledge of your previous life plus a small added bonus that you will find out about later.]

I nod my head. It seems by changing my fate I gained a lot of good Karma. Hearing how easy it would have been for me to give into hate I couldn't help but angry. The despair and grief of losing the one person who showed me kindness dealt a great deal of damage to me but she always said that I would do great things and that alone was my motivation. "So does that mean I am to be reincarnated"

[Mhm. You will be Reincarnated into a world of Ninjas, I believe your world has something called anime about this universe but then again it has many universes written into books and images. I can't tell you the name or it would give it away but we think you can do well there. We were surprised you woke up in the body so soon. It wasn't meant to happen yet as we had to synchronize you to that world. Anyway it was a pleasure meeting you boy who changed fate. We hope to get more surprises from you. Bye bye~]