Not so Fairy Tale

(If you guys came here with the expectation of a realistic fiction story. peace guys!! please go back. i have no idea, what i am going to write here.😊)

i am 30, living in the beautiful city of chennai, working in the same company and project for the past 8.5 years, living in my own house( of course with the help of home loan) with my mom and single.

i love the beaches here so much, its definitely one of the cost effective and cool place to spend time peacefully and let your mind take control of your consciousness, to take a trip down the memory lane.

Am i happy? how do i feel about my life?

Well, we will get to that... lets talk about how i end up here.

Well, i dont exactly remember my life story till second standard except some glimpse of my images, like walking in school corridor during lunch, measuring the length of my hair plot whether it touches my shoulder or not , being happy after hearing the breaking news that someone hid a bomb in my school!! ( of course that was a prank call but i got 1 day leave 😁) , later i was disappointed that nothing happened and still had to go to school next day.

Ha Ha! i was not a physco just a normal 6 years old kid who hates to go to school. you get the feeling Right?

i hated going to school , i remember couple of times, my auto driver drop me back in home in the morning, because i refused to get down from the vehicle after reaching school.

Well when i moved to another school for 3 rd standard , i turned to a new leaf, even surprised myself.

I dont know why maybe because my parents told me that i had to work very hard to get into this new school, or this new school was like a shrine, everywhere i could see statues of gods, especially the beautiful shiva lingam in the middle of the school and lot of childish stories around it or maybe because i loved the Bule colored uniform.

Something made me here an attentive and responsible student. For the next three years i was a very good student always placed myself in first 10 ranks in the class.

I am not much of a sports person, but i found myself liking dance especially bharathanatiyam, even attended class for an year and got first prize in school Annual day classical dance drama😎. amazing right!!

But ! its not a fairy tale, it cant go on like this, it got to get crappy at some point and more crappier followed by the less crappy. Yes we reached that point in my life where everything i know in my life goes upside down and sideways.