Broken
I am ...
* takes a deep breath *
I don't remember my name .. I don't even know if I had one, to begin with
if you're wondering what people call me?
they have names for me
Bitch, dog, slut and so on
I am maybe 16 or 17 years old not clear about it
I don't know to write and read as I was not allowed to go to school
I cook for the pack and clean up after them
I am the lowest omega
and my biggest contribution towards the pack is I help people relieve their frustration on me .. basically, I am their punching bag
the only person I spoke freely with is Angel
Angel is my wolf even she has a name, not me .. I really don't care...
I get beaten up 3 times day sometimes 4
I am lucky when some other packs are visiting...
they just lock me up in the basement in my cage and don't beat me.
they feed me once a week and twice if I was good
angel stopped talking to me 1-month ago.
maybe due to the beating I got because I added more salt in alpha Kevin's breakfast
I was whipped till all my body looked red and my skin is not at all visible
if I was a human I would have died long ago
once I was washing the dishes
someone came behind me and started hitting me
then they took the silver knife and stabbed me on my abdomen ..
they left after grumbling * worthless *
you may be wondering why I didn't try escaping I did try 6 times.. but I stopped once they told me they will hurt Alice if I go..
Alice is the only kind person around me.
she is the Beta's daughter. she was caught giving me some clothes to wear.
then was scolded badly
I really don't want to involve any innocent person for me
anyway I am a broken shoe.. who wants me
even Angel keeps quite these day ..
I tried to end all of this yesterday .. by cutting my wrist
but I was spotted and punished
I really want to end all this pain
the suffering
And I know my mate won't be any different to me .. or maybe he will be worse
as he would be alpha too
my dad was an alpha. I know only that about my parents
Alice never spoke to me in fear of being beaten or by disgust I really don't know..
but I will always be thankful to her
I really want to die before my mate finds me .. he would maybe break the last strand I have
my virginity
it's the only thing which I have now... but I don't want to lose it to someone I don't love .. love what is it?
i glance at my arms .. " SLUT " is carved with a silver knife
there are many such cravings on my body.
" MATELESS " is written on my back..
What did I do to deserve this??
Now
I am standing ... sorry hanging from the sealing
in my tattered cloths
my wrist is bound and attached to suspenders
"I can't take any more of this "
I hear a voice .. yes that is angel my wolf
" why can't they just kill us "
" I.. " I don't know what to say
"dear, mate won't care for us or save us .. he will abuse us more and maybe finally kill us .." she says dejectedly
I reply
" he would maybe reject us at one look "
"true " she cries
you know a wolf is more mentally and physically stronger but my wolf who would give me more strength gave up a month ago
she lost it!
they broker her too
my stomach grumbles
I have not eaten anything in 4 days and am feeling dizzy
suddenly there are sounds of many footsteps
I smell something really amazing similar to coffee or flowers not sure
and finally angel
whispers the only thing which scares me more than anything else
" mate "
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the most difficult chapter to write ( type )
but I guess this would be the most of abuse part
as I said, I like fluff
so coming chapters are better
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