Shuang's feelings

The customers at the cafe looked at them, puzzled and confused. Shuang was suddenly crying and hugging Jack out of nowhere.

Are they breaking up?

Jack listened to her words and her tears in silence. He exhaled a deep breath, and his gaze flickered.

Pain is pain…

He felt it rang so true. He had always discarded his emotions, thinking it was easy to do so. He was a man. Xiaosi was a man and straight at that. Thinking about anything happening between them was a joke. Or so he said to himself.

But the pain was there. The envy was there whenever he saw Xiaosi talk about Caihong with such softness in his eyes that it made his heart ache, wishing he could have a partner like that. Wishing that perhaps one in a million chance, Xiaosi might become his partner.

It was difficult to come to terms with it. He used to laugh at himself and kill the pain erupting in his chest.