What those really mean ?

She's the simple girl that confused with all things around her. She's just 19 years old and very average in her studied. She's growing up with her male cousins which lead her to be boyish. At home, she doesn't have girl friends around her. When she's start school, she try to make girl friends and of course just at school. She can define as naughty yet good girl. All she does was bullied her male friends and very good at studies. The teacher let her be like that because there's no evidence that she bullied someone. After all, she doesn't make it worse, just a little girl being naughty around her friends.

Her parents named her Ash. Yes, a weird name and that lead her to be naughty because they mocking her. She didn't well in her studies but always be average results. She's also didn't mind her grade.

When she's 12 years old, she had a big exam and she did pretty well. Just say she's pretty gifted.

At 13 years old, she started have many girls friends and of course her cousin also have their friends too. She and her cousin at the same class but they didn't even say hello to each other. They like stranger in school. No one knows until the teacher ask them, " Phill, Ash, why you have the same address ? Are you staying together ? ". Ash reply, " Of course not, we just shared same address because our land were so big ". Later on, Phill knock Ash shoulder and said " The same address doesn't mean we're the same house right ? ". The teacher speechless, and both of us back to our seat. That how Phill control the situation.

Phill was a good son and good student. He become a model student. His parents proud of him.

Ash and Phill were classmates until they reach 16 years old. Phill chose account subject and Ash choose Art plus Economy subject. Once again, Phill parents proud of him, and Ash parents always compared them. Phill like a perfect man which he good in sports too meanwhile Ash just a 100 meter athlete. Well the teachers always compared them from every aspect. Ash really familiar with that comparison. So she just doing her thing.

When they were 17 years old, once again they had a very big exam. This allows them to go to a very good University.

At this time, Ash thinks that she have to change. So she wake up every morning at 3 a.m and studying until she ready to school. At class, she doesn't help but feel sleepy, so she's give up and fell asleep. When she woke up, she realized her friends come to her to ask her a question. She confused because she just woke up from sleep. Even the teacher ignored her and let her asleep.

Without any reason, she just help her friends and the question that they ask were the one that the teacher teach. Even she asleep, she managed to explain to her classmates and teach them patiently. Maybe this was the reason that the teachers don't mind her sleep.

At night, her male friend came to her house and want her to teach him. He's name Fazz, and he was Ash classmate too. After all, they doesn't speak to each other in class. So, Fazz always come to Ash house to study together. He always went home at 12 a.m. After that, Ash went to sleep and woke up again at 3 a.m. It's become habit.

One day, there's gossip that Ash and Fazz were couple. They become famous yet they doesn't speak to each other in class. So, Ash become confused. Why they're gossiping even she and Fazz didn't even speak to each other. So, Ash find the person that make the gossip, " Why you make that gossip ? Were you jealous or what ? Or your mouth doesn't want to stop gossiping ? " Ash ask her with calm expression. That girl reply, " I saw both of you with my own eyes, so it's doesn't mean that I was gossiping, I said the truth. " that girl seems annoyed with Ash question. At that time Phill quickly grab Ash beg which make Ash being grab too. Of course she doesn't know what Phill trying to do.

" Hey stop ! You're hurting me ! Don't you heard me ? " Ash yell but not quite loud, she yell just want Phill heard her. Suddenly, Phill stopped and said, " Were you crazy ? Why you go and meet her ? You know that just a gossip ? When were you going to grown up ?! ", his voice seems worries about his cousin. After all, they shared the same blood.