Misfortune and the Fortune

Rosae Kim was a girl with big dreams. She believes that she can reach her dreams by working hard. She wanted to be a star. A star that can inspire others. She wanted to be a model of her generation thus she worked hard in becoming a superstar even though people did not believe in her she still believes in herself but...

A scandal suddenly arise in her agency where she is training to become an idol.

It was a s*x video of an old man having s*x with a young woman and the young woman in the video was none other than her.

She was crying so hard and tried to defend herself that she was drugged and raped but people did not believed her.

All she could remember was, her bestfriend invited her to go to bar and she agreed and yet when she woke up. She was naked and there was a blood on the sheets. She did not remember anything except for accepting a drink from her bestfriend.

She was a victim yet no one seem to believe her.

Bullied by the people around her. Mocking her and degrading her by sharing her video even her company has fired her and did not even defend her.

She was ruined, hurt and hopeless. All she could hear was people calling her a sl*t, b*tch and all harsh names.

Cheated by her boyfriend whom her only solace in her miserable life.

Betrayed by her own bestfriend.

She was drowning yet no one saved her. She tried to swim but failed.

Walking in the middle of the road.

Cars sped past her.

Car horns and curses was thrown at her.

"f*ck it lady!! Are you crazy?!! This is a road!!"

"Heyy!! Get away!!"

But she never cared.

She wanted to be freed.

Freed from the darkness and coldness that was embracing her heart, her mind and her soul.

When she finally see a blinding light in front of her.

She embraced it with longing.

Longing to be freed.

Longing for light to brighten up her dark world.

Car screech, horns and shouting people was heard.

"Ahhhhh!! my God!! Help!! A woman was hit!!"

"Blood!! So much blood!!"

"Call 911!!"

"Somebody call 911!!"

She could hear them.

But all she could feel was the excruciating pain in her body before the darkness has claimed her.

Before her death, a light suddenly escaped her body and a sudden disturbance on Earth has happened.

***

She was drifting in an endless void of darkness.

She thought she will be freed after ending her life.

But the feeling was still there.

The sorrow.

The grief.

The sadness.

And

The hatred.

It was still there and it was eating her soul.

She wanted someone to save her.

To save her from the darkness of her life.

To save her from the coldness that was slowly embracing her soul.

A sudden brightness inside her body has engulf her bloody body and time suddenly stopped as her body was erased on the car accident scene.

A blinding light has awoken her from her dream.

'It was just a dream but it felt so surreal' she thought in her mind.

She tried to stretch her body but suddenly stopped when she saw her room.

'This is not my room!!'

She immediately sprung into action as she tried to find a blood on the sheets.

A few seconds has passed and she found nothing which made her sigh in relief yet she was still confused.

'Where the hell Am I? And Why did that nightmare felt so real?' Many unanswered questions was still on her mind.

The window was opened and the air was freely blowing inside of her room. Her long hair was swept by the wind. When she lean her head on the side. She suddenly saw a drop dead beauty staring back at her in the mirror.

The beauty has long silky black wavy hair and a pair of crystal blue eyes that looks so mesmerizing and the beuty was so out of this world. It looks like a pair of sapphire.

'This... This girl is too... Too beautiful. This beauty can even bring down a whole continent!!' she thought as she caress the face

Her sight suddenly started to spin and her head was so painful like something is forcing her head to open. Her body spasm as she clutch her pain and form her body into a ball. Sweat started to form on her forehead as she grit her teeth because of the pain. A flash of memories suddenly overwhelmed her brain causing her to faint.

When she opened her eyes. She finally understood her position.

She was Rosea yet she was not. She died and she came back and entered a new body. She died due to car accident in 2017 yet she was reborn into another body in 2009.

This body that she was occupying is Rosea Lionhart a 9 year old girl who died due to suicide because of bullying. She was bullied because of being an illegitimate daughter of the richest man in their country.

Her Father and his family never acknowledged her and due to it she was bullied and decided to end her life. Her Mother died in giving birth to her so she never had any solace in her life.

She live in a small mansion and was provided with everything yet she had no one. This girl grow up depressed and lonely.

Remembering her past made her compare to this little girl. This girl has given up on her life without any fight yet she died because of fighting. This little girl has no one and she had her best friend and boyfriend whom who betrayed her. The similarity between them was all they want was to be noticed. To love and be loved. She wanted to inspire others and love her. This girl wanted to be noticed by her Father and be loved yet they failed. Now that they are one and she has occupied her body she promised to reach their dream. To reach their star. She will be noticed. She will inspire others and be loved.

She is Rosea Kim and Rosea Lionheart and she will reach for the star. No matter how close or far it is.

***

Sorting out this girl memories really made her understand more of this girl emotions, troubles and her life.

It was 2017 when she died in her past life and she it is now 2009. She wondered if she can found her traitor of a bestfiend and boyfriend. She will never forget their dirty actions that has resulted on her death. She will neither forget nor forgive yet was also thankful because she had been reborn and was given a chance to rebuild herself and her dreams.

Rosea is a girl who has been constantly bullied by her half sister and her Father's legal wife. She was a very beautiful girl yet timid and has been home schooled since she was 5 years old. She was also very smart and was quite talented yet her Father's wife was always there to stomp her self-esteem. She was very talented in playing violin and piano. She had no friends and the maids in her small mansion never tried to talk to her and she never tried to befriend them afraid that they will be replaced once her Father's wife knew about it. Her Father's wife wanted her to be miserable for ruining her 'perfect family' as she called it. She says that her Mother was a slut who seduced her Father and has a one night stand and was impregnated. She also said that her Mother was a gold digger.

Her Father's wife has engraved in her mind and heart that she was just a bastard daughter and it has made this girl very depressed and insecure.

She nearly screamed and yelled some cursed words as she recall this girl's memories but stopped because the maids will probably hear it.

She erased the evidence of the 'suicide'. She flushed the pills on the bowl that the girl has used to kill herself and tidied the room. She also discovered that her Father's wife practically own her life. She was in charge of her life. The house, the maid, the money and everything!! She was basically a prisoner!!

She had no money. She did not even possess anything. She lived in a small mansion and has 3 maids but she has no possession that she can call hers. It made her so frustrated that she can't help to bump her pretty face on the table but momentarily stopped when she had an idea.

Yes!! Her Father's wife was named Stella and Stella hates her because of ruining her so called 'perfect family' as she called it. She wanted her gone!! And she can negotiate to Stella the witch that she can go and be a goner in exchange of money. She was practically hitting 3 birds with one stone only. She can attain her freedom in her life, can have money, and can get rid of Stella the witch in this negotiation.