Clear Sky Dance
She needs time. Heck, she needs a lot of time. But while she is taking her time to slowly let him in to her heart fully, she should have given him the assurance that she will stay, and yet she fails to do so. All he ask for is assurance, he's not asking for her to love him as much as he does because he already knows she can't, at least not now anyways. So who can blame him for feeling so insecure? Both of them failed to fully trust each other and it led to them having a big fight which lasted about 70-80 chapters😔😔
It's okay for her to feel the pain and it's okay for her to be mad at him. Forgiveness doesn't mean you forget, it means you accept what happened and see past the fault one has done. But the way she addresses the issue now is clearly out of anger. Even though she says she doesn't blame him anymore in her heart she knows she does and is only trying to avoid the subject all together. She is, for the most part being in denial of what she truly feels and ends up hurting both of them. This attitude of her is one of the main reasons that led them to have that big misunderstanding in the future chapters. She is being unfair not only to him but mostly to herself because while she claims to want to have a shot in happiness, in reality she is denying herself of that.