Some things you just don't forget even though you wish you could. That is the memories kept in our minds; memories that don't leave us no matter what; and I wished it will really not. Memories made by me with all the people I spent my days. Though I don't know if it will last forever, I hoped that these people will cherish our memories as well. -------------------------------------------------------------------- This is not a novel but a compilation of all the poems I've created. Hope you'll like it. -love ella-
Through the depths of fathomable thoughts
Through the extendible unravished mind's oath
I continuously dream without loath
I'm still willing to wait even with useless troth
Sayin' this is rather more than a pathetic move
Already less considered to foolishly groove
Can't find a way back to where once I reckon is glee
Until this day when everythings seems painfully flee
Reminise past memories
With you, no worries
Yet I forgot all is fantasy
And forever be my fancy
Shall I regard you a damn vile
Being played by you, I'm in exile
Or shall I regard myself a fatuous lassie
To submit to you, I'm a noble brassy
Funny thinking I'm in a mess
My world of loving you, be my guess
Hell this rationality of irony
Crude judgement of false ivory
Love is extreme without reasonability
Two people involve in balance harmony
Yet in one-side feeling it's indeed pitiful
Breaking a firm passion can be as regretful
No one says I should crazily continue
All is believably true behind a dull hue
Even the world says I should have a break in a verse
Like having nightmare that I myself is forever curse
Enough is enough for a dreamer
Not to put an act I'll be a dumb pursuer
But I'm afraid everythings gone in grief
One mistake will assure my grave of drift
I almost forgot, he loves her not me
Is it just me or does he feels the same I plea
Can you blame me for being lost?
Neither way I'm still his ghost.
You may think I'm stupid, pathetic whatever you pleased
If both feelings are mutual you're indeed blessed in bliss
If not, you're not in place to think either things
Just see yourself what my heart truly rings
Now tell me the right thing to do
Shall I stop or continue to pursue
Talking is easy than doing
I may overlook what's awaiting
Seeking is rather harder than waiting
Stoping is rather pathetic than pursuing
For one must continue despite all things
For one must strive at all cost it sings
One that is jailed by love is always a loser
For she's ready to give up all that matters
She do commit no sins
Even one-sided that trills
This is how the world gives it's blessings
Even not all fetch for lack of wings
Or even one says its indeed unfair
Its just how our world do its dare
Look deeper for it cannot cater everyone's care