yaoyueyi
I can't imagine a child going through this... watching his own mom die in front of him and then the self blame part just keeps eating you alive. He had to watch his schizophrenic mom alone at such a young age. I wish his father was there for him or any *****. I wish his mom had som help too. Maybe there was no cure for such illness during that time. This arc was so beautifully written and I know I keep saying this always. I don't know if I can ever get tired of repeating that our dear author is a pro at describing moments and scenes which makes me feel like I belong to the story. We need to protect Zixu and our dear author. They are precious. I want to hug them. I love them. (I've not forgotten Yujia, master, Yushang, Yunhe and all the characters here. They're equally precious. But special mention to the hero of this arc- Zixu and Yueyi).