The Girl

"Stop buying lottery or else we starve to death!" "Shut the fuck out of your mouth! Just give me the money or else I'll beat the shit you out!"

Wow! What a great way to start my morning. My mom and dad are fighting again, every single days that now I'm so used to it. I ignore the scenes, making my ways to school. "I'm going to school!" I make sure to inform them even though I know they don't even give a fuck. All I can hear is a glass scattered sounds. "Just kill each other already.." I sighed.

"Give me the money!" My dad shout. "Did you think I'm a money machine? You think money fall from the sky is it?! You rubbish!" My mom spit to my dad's face. "Your mouth doesn't have insurance isn't it?! Do you want me to slap you?!"

"Come! Slap me! Slap me you dickhead!"

If my parents ever enter the diss competition, they definitely be the winner.

As usual, I walk to my school. Car? Pft my dad won't bother about me. School bus? Heol I'm so poor to afford the monthly payment so I just walk since it just takes 20 minutes of walking.

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"Good morning bitch!"

There there, Lia and her gangs won't let any chances to bully me. Regardless her actions, I continue my walk. Spilt second I felt some liquids dampen my uniform. I even smells like a coke. "That's what you get for ignoring me slut!" Lia's car speed up after they throw the coke tin towards me which it's perfectly make me look like a loser whom been thrown to drain.

Sighed, I continue to walk in my wet uniform. Entering the class, everybody is looking at me now. Sit on my own place, one particular annoying bully come to my seat and doing his usual job. "What a nice bra you got" he wink. I finally realized my white uniform is so transparent when it is wet. I was so embarrassed. Everybody laughing at the boy comments. I ran to the toilet and locked myself inside. Why life must be so hard?

I take the blade that I always put in my pockets. I did it again.

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"You okay?"

Oh how I wish I am okay! "Yeah.." I smiled to Eunji, my only friend in the entire universe. "You don't seems okay.. Did Chan bothering you again?"

"Since when he never stop bothering me?" I smirked. Eunji put her sympathize face which I hate it the most. "Don't worry about me. I am so used to it."

"Yah!" She grab my wrist which I craved with a blade earlier. Good things I'm wearing the blazer, long enough to hide my scars."You should tell the teacher about this! You are getting bullied day by day! Are you crazy ? Do you want to get bully until you die?"

"Well, thanks for the idea. I might be dead sooner so I will bear with it.." Tsk. "You dumb! Don't ever think about it!" Eunji slap my wrist. Bitch it's hurt okay!

"Loser!" My head are pushed by Lia as she in her way to hear seat. All I can do is sigh. Eunji give Lia a sharp stare in which Lia return it with a middle finger. LoL how I wish I can do the same thing. "That bitch is really something.. I want to slap her real hard!" Eunji said out of frustrations. "Don't mind her.."

Then, 8 boys enter the rooms. They play a very important role in my useless life especially their leader, Chan who have bullying me since year 1. The cuts are mostly because of his wrong doing to me. Now, I have many scars tattooed on my skins. I guess it will forever remind me on how much I hate him for making my life miserable.

I stare at him for 3 seconds. He didn't let the chance, he give me middle finger. Day by day, his actions slowly makes me want to end my life as soon as possible.

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Hye guys, I finally have some courage to post my stories in English. Please mind my grammars, spelling errors, and incorrect sentences because English is not my first language. I hope you guys will enjoy this ♥️

ps : I published this on Wattpad before I post it here :)