Chapter 1 : My First Tragedy And Worst Accidentally
seems like I need to introduce myself even if you don't know who iam well Even if it's like this there is no choice to introduce who I really am..... no what I really am.... this is the story where I can control reality with my novel.
My name is Isamu Agaji A Japanese High schooler in Tokyo as an average man who have hair like a samurai and have a dead eyes and as we saying that personality you don't know whats the meaning of being outcast to the people who have mental disorder but I don't have that kind of syndrome. Im just an average high schooler who write novel as a hobby as I was saying I want to become a normal life to earn what I need to yearn and that's why I pick what I really wanted to earn and that's to write a novel. well in yesterday is such a drag my first serialized in novel but it turns out pretty good actually. well it's my first serialized at that time seems like my novel is pretty good describe as the title on it is "The Vocabulary Sign" well it's not a story nor a Life Tragedy conditions. it's kinda describe like how can the life actually produce such a good system on it to the words of it well it's kinda not reality condition but. apparently its cause by the words of neutral average vocabulary.
in this world we only have a special consideration and that's called permission to talk in the world of called "Society" I kinda irritated when someone in the school talk to each other apparently well Im kinda don't have any friends or anything like that it's kinda making me uncomfortable to flow the atmosphere that never been brought in my life.
speaking of life what have I been doing all this time.....
Writing novels to the vocabulary. as we speak about yesterday it's kinda the editor of my novel is like being uninvolved to the novel that I been doin all this time seems like the editor is forcing his disgusting pity of me like forcing someone to conduct it's kinda amusing someone who dont wanna say that it's bad even it's bad I can accept it but forcing your statements in my option is the most nincompoop thing that could be seriously making someone sympathy on it.....
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the Ring bell in the school*
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*yawwwwnn*
*well seems like Im being sleeping all this time. tssk no one gonna notice me if iam the one who left behind In the shroud of boring person that could make people puke I'm kinda relieved that I have no friends.....,,..
there's only one friend I can count on unless if she was a young but she was older than me 10 years gap between us well I'm apparently kinda hard to write novel if it's wasn't on her advise to my novel. it couldn't be serialized at that moment without a perimeter of advice on her....
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Im kinda tired lately as I giving homework it's kinda drag to an 18 years old boy who lives like a cycle of life without meaning and doesn't know what the true happiness seems like.
.....I'm a bout to go to the cafe...,,....
as I proceed to go to the cafe in the sunset I notice people are tired of work some of the people who go to the cafe are tired. lately I finally found the girl the one I could trust when it comes to the point of novels. shes the type of the girl who runs his business caffe on his dad...,.
walking to the counter and say
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as I expected the way he look at me is like looking a trash can that never been biodegradable difusal....
....,, shes in the outside smoking,.., said the counter in caffe...,,
As I walking to the outside and I finnaly found her without a doubt even if I can't take a sip of the coffee I still wanted to talk to this girl...
as I approach suddenly and said
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her name was Masaki Haruna age 28 yes she's the girl that I been relaying all this time to the novel that she teach me....
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...what do you want Im in the middle of smoking isn't that just interrupting my free time. how rude what kind of funny business If you like to ask me.....,, haruna said...,,
...,,, I passed the vocabulary novel my first novel that serialized but it's only 105 page. so it could be in the magazine or something.,,,,.Isamu said,,. ,,
.....so what.... ,,,haruna said...,,
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thanks for the advise that you given me but i can't live like a piece of trash that relaying on someone. can you do me a favour just one last thing advice from you. Isamu said....,
...,,... oh that vocabulary novel I did advise you at that time but if you really wanted to find out what you truly worth then....
....( Can you make your Novel Realistic).... haruna said...,,,,
the way she said the way she curious about what happend. novel is like a gamble of life that can people make mistake or make anything something stupidity about their life story event...,,,
as I leave into the caffe shop and done talking with haruna I continue to live the name that must be considered and that's my pen name in my novel as a ( Daisuke Asaka) Daisuke meaning *big bless* and Asaka meaning in filipino Mindanao talk accent is means *Where did you go* if I translate the name completely it's like *Where did my Bless go ?
it's funny that how much you can try to avoid such a selfish joke it's like a bad luck that stuck together that being untold...,,,..
going to my apartment I must go buy something in convenience store like cup noodles to feed my body as I leaving into the convenience store as far as I go I completely forgot to buy some sheets of paper to practice my kanji in progress but its already dark Im gonna go to the apartment.....,,...
In the midnight trail on that night I notice and hear something in trash can it's like a pistol that has been banging when I look around there's nothing it's completely dark and couldn't not see anything besides trash can on it. as I approach the trash can I see something that big thick paper in the trash can when I discovered something on that book I notice it's completely...
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but there's only one thing here that written on it it's called ...,, ( 1 X Future )....,
as I were saying it's completely creppy that why would a big thick paper here in the trash...
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as I proceed to walk and Ignore the book. why would the big thick paper in the trash who would a scum who take that big thick paper.....,,,
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....,, so I brought the big thick paper there's no other choice right even if someone would see that there gonna take that too but I won't take a chance to provide and let it use a kanji progression of mine....,,
going to the apartment of mine is like a mess a trash that can be find even if the homeless human could make this shelter right here huwaaah it's so fucking mess. maybe this is my chance to clean all this up and later I could do some novel.
.....,,,,, maybe later I could do the cleaning and If I finished the realistic novel and I use that big thick paper as a practice on it....
..,,uhhhhhggggghhh the name is so long big thick paper why not just I name it fucking *libro* so it could be name it easier to call on is like libro means book.....
i proceed to wrote the novel in the libro but what if the story I made is a mistake what if someone else made me think what I lack of talent what i-
....,, If there's something I'm good at I must do what I really wanted to do there's no time to brag what I'm gonna do I even forgotten my moto either and that's....
.....,,,,, I could only do what I yearn to do....,,...
uhhmm it's like a total cringe if someone heard this motto hehehehe....
if the story is realistic then there's only one thing I could do and that's changing the people personality and do something curiosity of each people mind and what if I could turn this into a horror or mystery like Detective conan.....,,
nah It ruined the story of the plot if I do the storyline on it. what would I do if the realistic story is so much troublesome uggggghhhhh so pain in the ass I could only do what I yearn to do and that's to do I wanted to do with this story of novel of mine. shiit how many times do I have to think something futile it's kinda making my reputation go slowly becoming bad...,,
as I proceed to write the novel I only do the prologue. but it's only a half on it so I only test the book that I found in trash can so it doesn't count what matters is what I'm gonna finish this buy using one page only and that page must end the story of the novel that I written is like a mini little literature Novel that I used to read since I was a child....,,,
in the morning where I could go to the school with no problem and proceed to walk the sidelines and do normally thing that I could do it's like saying that must take the attention of others that cannot be entertain. the story about yesterday that I been using realistic examples of novel I wrote is like horror and mystery so I came up the title is ( Uncertain Students) the story is about the students who actually fragile and being bully by the teacher as we saying the plot is too long so I must take a shortcut. so it's like a student who kill his teacher of being bullied as we saying the he pissed off and killed his teacher instantly hahahaha how could someone something that anybody writes on it it's like a whole new other level of comedy but If it's turn out pretty good if I proceed the story instantly....
as I walking towards to the class there was like a fight in the middle of the road that I been walking many students are staring that I don't even know what's that but. what if someone who fight some delinquent or something like that maybe something lik-
...,, as I stop in the middle of walk I certainly see the teacher insult her students but I come across my mind at this point towards on what I thought...
...,,,,,,, WHAT ARE YOU SAYING EVEN IF YOU KISS MY SHOES I NEVER FORGIVE WHAT YOU DID... LOOK WHAT YOU DID TO MY SHIRT ITS COMPLETELY TIED UP BY YOUR COFFE IF ITS LIKE THAT I WANTED YOU TO EXILE FROM THIS SCHOOL...,,.. Teacher said ..
..... but but it's just an accident sir...,,
.....,,,, ACCIDENT HUH WHAT ARE TALKING ABOUT DID YOU SEE ANOTHER STUDENT HOLDING SOME CUP OF COFEE IN THE MIDDLE OF THE SCHOOL ROOM HUH ITS LIKE YOU BEEN EXPECTING SOMETHING THAT COULDN'T MATTERS EITHER. I HAVE NO OBJECTION FROM NOW ON -....,,,,
as the flow of the atmosphere the teacher stop the shouting that could attach many students attention on it. so he go walk and mumbling something useless....
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even if the whole world is like a nice and easy day. there is someone who destroy someone tommorow even if you are a big part of something big. that could count as an adult your still have a pride to be respected but in that condition is like you are the one who need kinda respect of what you do is something that couldn't not be respected...,,,,,,
when I finnaly go here in the class seems like it's like an usual time that I spent yesterday if this would be my story I could have write in my book that it's the same as usual day a part of life cycle that I been through.....
*Lunch break time,,,
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seems like I need to cool my head of yesterday. the story that I make is like a cliche story that could be found as a regular condition basis. if it's for novel that I write I could have been Writing similar to the lives that can be called "life ideal situation"....
as many students has been going out for the cafeteria. I been doing through as Life that cannot be compared to other students life situation....,,
eating apple in my lunch and go to the rooftop is the best thing that human that cannot tho. well it's not like I'm on diet or something it's just that I have no money to buy something in cafeteria. so I could only to go to the rooftop and rest and think my future half within in.....
when I finnaly arrive at the rooftop I hear something footstep that running rushly as I blink through an eye I on the right and proceed to walk in the stairs. there was a guy who that I saw in the School entrance if I think it actually it's the guy who have caffe and spill on teacher on it..
as I bump into the guy it like he's have something to that people don't understand....,
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going to the rooftop as usual and eating apple and watch the view is the best thing that could be said it fun. when I think about a minute ago why would that guy running so fast that someone chasing her it's like rushing something stupid...
when I finally starting pushing forward to the on the outside view. when I got turn around my body it's like a heavy something pushing me that do not want me to see it. as I finnaly turn around....
i saw blood spilling on the rooftop closet. I my heart it's like I been doing through this as an image of mine it's like not nostalgic but it's like I been ... I BEEN WRITING THIS NOVEL BEFORE ?...
approaching to the blood on the closet and open it I saw something that normal people shouldn't.... ..,,,. THE DEAD BODY OF THE TEACHER WHO HAVE BLOOD ON HIS HEAD AND A 19 HOLE OF STABBING A KNIFE THAT COULDN'T NOT SURE IF HUMAN DO THIS OR NOT.....,,
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my first time in my life I saw a dead body gore. as I vomit trough all my nose on it and couldn't not shout because of what I saw. as I continue to walk backwards and have a blood spilling in my shoes all over it. running through the exit of rooftop I completely fucking didn't understand the situation I'm in.....
that guy who has running away and bump into me I think he's the guy behind all this. I vomit and completely mind is going blank and even darker than darker of Abby's it's like I'm getting concious. as I said of myself in my mind... ( wait first I have to find a escap- .....
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waking up and see my apartment it's like I didn't understand anything what happend. it's like a dream yes it's a dream yeah good thing Its just a dream yeah I lost conscious in dream wake up in the apartment yeah who the hell who shocked and see that thing dead body in my dream.. yeah it's just a dream...
....,,it's already night huh ! I have school tomorrow so I must clean this up.....,,
when I cleaning the apartment of mine Its completely cross to my mind and turn on the TV. if it's was considered as a dream. it would take the real attention if it was a real murder case on it. it's like the dream that I write on my novel... huh pretty clinched life bizzare !!!
as I heard the news and about to clean my apartment. as announcer procced to talk what cases do we have here....
....,, AS WE TALK TODAY THERE ARE A ONE HIGHSCHOOL STUDENT MURDER TODAY ITS NOT JUST A MURDER. IT WAS A CLASSIFIED A DEATH CONSIDERATION RAGE BLAME ON TEACHER AND THERE WAS A ONE GUY WHO ESCAPE FROM THE ROOFTOP SEEMS LIKE THE POLICE TO BE INVESTIGATE WHAT HAPPEND BUT WE DONT HAVE A CONTACT SIGN AND DIDN'T EVEN KNOW HIS FACE AND LIFE ID IN SCHOOL. BUT AS WE SAYING TODAY THE TEACHER HAVE A ARGUMENTS IN THE MORNING IN SCHOOL ENTRANCE OF THE STUDENTS BUT SEEMS LIKE WE DON'T HAVE A FOUND THE HOUSE OF KILLER WHO DID IT BUT AS THIS NIGHT OF THIS SCHOOL THERE WAS ONLY ONE WHO KNOW HAPPEND ALL THIS TIME AND THAT IS THE ONE WHO ESCAPE IN THE ROOFTOP WITH TO MANY VOMIT AND BLOOD CIRCULAR ON THE OUTSIDE OF THE SCHOOL.... AND THEN THE SUSPECT HAS ALREADY BEEN FOUND AND FIND GUILTY ON IT AND THE INVESTIGATION IS STILL UNKNOWN... IF SOMEBODY FIND OUT THE INVESTIGATOR PLEASE TELL THE POLICE AND TAKE HIM IN .....
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when the news came up I completely fucking didn't understand anything happend. it's real fucked it's reaaaaaaal who the fuck would INVESTIGATE that shiit if I already conscious at the time and didn't do anything and didn't do running who the fuck who take me in this situation...
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who would have come in this hour did I do something suspicious but if it's come to this I must protect my life to privacy and do anything.
as I procced to take door and open it....,,
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...* THE NEWS TODAY IS ABOUT THE MURDER CASE IN THE MORNING OF APARTMENT THERE WAS A HIGHSCHOOL STUDENT WHO DIED AND SLASHED OF HIS HEAD. TO THIS INVESTIGATION WE DONT HAVE A ALIBI TO HIS MURDER AND HIS LIVING ALONE IN THE APARTMENT FROM NOW ON WE DISPOSE THE BODY IS ON AUTOPSY RIGHT NOW AND SEE WHAT HAPPEND BUT AS THE DETECTIVE SAID THE KILLER IS LIKE SOMETHIN THAT HE STOLE BUT WE DONT EVEN KNOW WHAT ITS BUT AS THEORY OF MINE THE KILLER THINGS HAS BEEN STOLEN AND TOOK IT BACK AS FORCE USING KILLING THE STUDENT ON IT.. FROM NOW ON WE CERTAIN THE CASE AND FIND THE GUY WHO DID THAT TO THE STUDENT WHO DIE WITHOUT EVEN LAST WORDS FROM HIS FAMILY....,,...
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THANKS FOR READING THIS UNTIL THE END
HUH WHO WOULD THE FUCK WOULD ACTUALLY READ THIS FUCKING NOVEL OF MINE HHAHAHAHAHAHAA BUT IF ITS COME TO THIS I WILL MAKE THIS A GOOD NOVEL THAT ANY PEOOLE COULDN'T NOT IMAGINE ON IT...
THE STORY IS ALL ABOUT THE PAPER WHEN YOU WRITE SOMETHING NOVEL AND FINISHED IT IN THE ONE PAGE OF STORY. ITS LIKE YOU CONTROL THE FUTURE USING THE NOVEL AND REALITY
looking forward to the chapter 2
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