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The beautiful calm sea and the cold air

Heavy breaths and a drowning heart

If I were to leave, where would I go?

And if I were to stay, will I ever know?

Know about the life I dream of

Will I still feel the emotions I long wished to get rid of?

Can i have a life without you?

Your hurtful words will soon destroy you

I wish you'd leave me alone

Let me live my life on my own

Atleast this misery will go

And no one can tell me "no"

Your terrible ways and awful attitude

You'd always talk to me as if I'm the one who's rude

You are always in the wrong yet you ignore

Every pain you gave will only grow more

I'll try to calm down and hide my pain

It won't matter if I'm in chains

Because how can I improve when my own family is the reason?

The reason it's a rollercoaster with my emotions

They change quickly and it tortures me

Keep it in or else I'll break

Show a smile or they'll hate me

I'll just keep up with being fake.