II - Wounds

Wounds (12/17/19 - 11:57 PM)

Your life is problematic

But you have a strong support system

I wish I could help

But your trust has boundaries

I'm sorry to have caused you pain

I was shameless and immature

You accepted that suffering

Even if you are carrying a lot on your shoulders

I'll admit that I was needy for your love

I haven't been considerate of your state

I was shameless and a liar

For not being completely honest with you

We've been close before

Damn, I miss those childhood memories

But we knew that we're not children anymore

Lack of communication is the only way for us to fall apart

My heart wants what it wants

I was crazy for you

There are times that I would ask myself

"Why am I so obssessed with you?"

You're that boyfriend material

It's so sad to think that you wouldn't be mine

But my heart keeps on holding on

Which only made you hurt more

I was happy but you experienced sadness

I was laughing but you're crying

I was complete but you're broken

I was in the light but you're in the dark

I'm sorry, honey for hurting you

I avoided you so that I could lessen your pain because of me

I went away because I wanted you to be happy

I did all because I love you

My love for you was that great

But I have to accept that not everything is forever

We are not meant to be

But we met, to teach each other a lesson

There's a bridge of peace between us

I decided to keep my distance

To avoid hurting you again

But I will always be there for you whenever you need me

Sorry for being a part of your wound

Forgive me if I broke your world

Sorry if I detached you from reality

Forgive me because I gave you eternal scars