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It's the first day of summer, the day before everything was fine... little do I know, there was something going on with my depression. Before summer starts, my depression got worse because of Love...

The first things I know about Love, is that it gives you this feelings were you're all in a happy place. Beautiful place, sweet air, and the smell of a wonderful atmosphere.

But... until one day... everything turns into a disaster, where the word of "Depression" came...

Love is something a lot of people experience in the world...or maybe had a hardship for their love that they have to solve them, together.

"When I first saw you, I was scared to talk to you." I did have that nerves coming when I first saw him. My eyes filled with Love and happiness! I couldn't hold myself back, but go up to him and said, "Hi there!"

One glance at me was shocking and suddenly he said, "Oh, hey!"

I thought he wasn't going to say anything, but his smile amazed me and happiness! He just stand there and smile, I wanted to say something, but nothing came out...

My heart was beating like a beast chasing his loved one.

I was so blushing! I face down when I'm blushing. I tried to look at him again, but he was gone... "I missed the chance!?!?!, How could I?!?!?!" Then I start to panicking that he wasn't here anymore!! I try to find him, but he disappear like a flash.

December came and I was still thinking about that day where the man I feel love when I see him, disappear.

It was 12/1/17 midnight, about 10:00 o'clock p.m. I was on my phone playing some games. I feel the passion that I should give out my Snapchat username. Then I created one server that says, "Join if you want my snap."

I was the first one there, by the way.

I saw one person join, but it was a girl which she didn't say anything. I started the conversation, "Hi there!" She said, "Hi."

Then we're all silent again. The I saw another person joins and this time it was a boy! The another person joins, also a boy.

The second boy starts to ask for my snap, but I feel like somethings wrong. I start asking if he had any girlfriend, but his answer was, "just give me your snap."then I start to say, "if you don't tell me, I won't give it to you, but I feel like you have a lot of girls already." Then suddenly the first boy comes by and said, "yeah, he probably had to many girls."

Then the second boy said, "Fine! Whatever."

The second boy just left the server.

I starts talking to the first boy more and more, our usernames is not real, but his was. I told him to call me sugar because I'm sweet and nice. His name was Jack. He told me to call him that, but I did tell him my real name after that. We start to chat for a long time until he finally asks for my snap username. I did give him, but the first time I give him the username, was wrong. He came back and ask if that was the right snap. I smile and told him the real one. I told him that I was sorry for telling him the wrong username, he just smile and go back to the snap to chat with me.

To be continued.....