6 f

-Why do i feel hurt. Why do i feel jeoulos. Im not even yours.

I just made a 'O' sound but inside ne i was crying.

Im starting to feel like your friendzonning me. But its okay i deserved it.

I can see that your 'girlfriend' is annoyed when you bring me to your dates.

As days past by i started feeling that i should leave you two alone. And i did.

When i told you about my thoughts you had the face of guilt all i just did is continue demanding.

I now don't go with you all. Your girlfriend seems hapoy without me like you.

I stayed home all day not sleeping or eating worriying about you. Even if i knew i will get sick. My eyebags grew darker and i lost tons of weight. I look like a grandma. I would always vomit or suddenly collapes. I always had a headache,stomacheache. You don't know anything and im not planning to tell you.

This happen already about 3 months.

We could ofen hang out each other.

As i fell in love with you i started feeling hurt and weak. Seeing you around your girlfriend makes me hurt.

On day we were hanging out went i suddenly see everything blur. After the blur things now i can only see dark. That time i knew i passed out. Infront of you. You were worried and called the ambulance. When we reach the hospital. I was diagnosed with....

KIDNEY CANCER..