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-You found out i did not eat and sleep for 3 months. You were scolding me and taking care of me.

I wanted to ask you why do you care. But i have no courage. I knew i was in a critical condition because of you. But im not gonna blame you. Even if its Dire.

You felt pity for me and u could see a facial expression called guilt in your face. I felt mote pity for you.

You ask me everyday why did i do this to myself. But i don't answer.

Days pass by you hang out with me a lot this recently.

I felt guilty because if i did not fall for you,your girlfriend is still with you. She broke up with you. I deserved to die.

I had so much fun. I am glad to have you in my life. I forget to mention you about my diary about you. When your not with me i am always bored so i write diary about you. In each page there eould ne a word I LOVE YOU NA JAEMIN A.K.A ESPRESSO BOY.

One day we found out that....

I only have 1 week to live unlest i find a donor.