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Selfishly.....

I had fall for you.....

I always scared of how I felt ...

But, learning that I would lose you....

Watching you by the other side...

I don't like this....

I became upset...

And more upset that I had this kind of feelings....

Shouldn't I be happy for you two?

I'm glad....

I thought so....

But I'm jealous, again.....

Upset.....

You don't deserve this kind of attitude from me.....

But I can't help...

Its hurt a lot....

What am I supposed to do?

I want to do all my best to cherish you..

Because you're precious.

I never thought you meant this much and more.

Had I gone crazy?

I tried not to think but it's you all I can think.

Just a little attention could make me smile....

Just a little....

I hate knowing....

I hate to exist.....

I hate to know these feelings....

I can't help... I want to try my best too..... Show you how much I appreciate you, adore you .... Love you .... But why now?

I'm sorry.