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What can I do?

What can I do?

When jealousy is unsightly.

What can I do, when I'm pretty shit.

Somehow somewhat

I felt so jealous.

Very hurt that you have someone else.

You're very sweet

Like a poisonousness flower.

Lure me closely,

Make adores you

I was only adoring.

But when someone else noticed you

I got possessive.

I want to protect you at all costs.

I become nasty.

Just do not make you hurt.

But it seems so the others learn to cares for you.

I'm glad they're protecting you, adoring you

And love you

But I'm getting greedier

Learn on how much sweetness you show them

How much affections you two shares.

I become vicious

I want you to myself

I want to own you

I want to be with you...

But I don't even understand myself

I'm the one who created this distance

Pleased to be alone

I missed everything

I want to be close but I couldn't

I want to be close but I can't

I got worse,

The poisons inside are eating me

Am I even sane?

I always know you deserve better.

Yet I'm greedy.