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Just what left in this life for me?

Questioning again, what do I seek in this life?

I'm tired of everything.

Nothing really excited me.

Things turned dull and tiring.

Only become pains and aches.

I cling on people as the reasons to be happy.

I lost them, I lost my reasons to be happy.

I thought by making them happy, I would be happy too.

But that just satisfying their wishes.

To meet their expectations,

Just so they can be happy.

Am I happy?

I can't find a reason to be happy.

It's dull, monochrome and monotones.

I barely feel alive.

Do I want to exist at this moment?

Just my idles selfish and childish talk.

I'm so tired.