1 •Behind her smile•E1

I miss the old me...

The bright me.

The smiling me.

The laughing me.

The gone me...

I have friends but i feel like i have nobody to talk about my problems..

I want them to know but i dont want to tell them...

It hurts doesnt it?Watching them happy and youre just being ripped apart inside

My life was a mess until I met him...

Y/n:DAD,MOM N-NO

Y/n:DONT LEAVE ME!

you woke up up from your dream and cried

Y/n:mom..dad..

Y/n:Ugh..crying is not going to help..

You wiped your tears and

You showered and went to the kitchen to prepare breakfast

Y/n:i guess ill have toast today..

you put the bread in the toaster and wait

while waiting you were staring at a picture

It was you,your mom and your dad..

Tears were building up

Y/n:Aish..

The toast was finished at you took it and ate it on the way to school

btw yoy rode a bus to school cuz its pretty far uwu

1 min later..

Irene:

Irene:Y/N

Sana:YOOOOO

jisoo:Heyyyyyyyy

Y/n:Hi guys!

you gave them a fake smile which is also same as your real smile but you dont even have a real smile

you guys walk in the school

Y/n:"can i tell them sbout it?"

Y/n:hey guys--

Irene:Hey guys look at her

she pointed at someone crying

Daisy:BABE PLEASE DONT LEAVE ME

L:DONT CALL ME BABE

he pushes her and she falls

Daisy:BUT I STILL LOVE YOU

she said crying

L:WELL I DONT

He ran

Daisy cried even more and louder

Irene:Just look at her,shes always causing drama here.

Jisoo:i know right

Sana:Yeah,its been like 5 years since they broke up,why cant she just get over it?!

Jisoo:what movie is she at?!

Sana:what do you think y/n?

Y/n:well...i feel a bit sorry for her

Irene:yeah,but i really hate someone who cant get over,5 YEARS Y/N,5 YEARS.

Jisoo:same

Sana:yeah,drama makers

Y/n:yeah...

The bell rang

Sana:i guess its time for class

You guys walked towards your classrooms

Y/n:"I guess i cant tell them,Its just been 5 years and ive been depressed ever since Theyre gone..."

Y/n:"theyre not really mean but...they just dont understand what it means to be depressed.."

Irene:ya ok?

Y/n:y-yeah!

you smiled

All of you got in your classes jisoo and sana are in other classes and you and irene are in the same class.

Timeskip lunchtime.

Y/n:im going to buy a soda,you go ahaed

Irene:okay then,

Irene:WERE EATING AT THE SAME SPOT

Y/n:Okay!

Irene waved at you and she left

Y/n:*sighs*

You went to the machine and and got one,opened it and walked towards the

rooftop

and the rooftop is a bit far

You were looking down while walking,thinking about the past

Y/n:"I miss them..so much.."

And you bumped into a tall person and accidently splash the soda in the person's clothes

Y/n:i-im sorry..

you looked up and gasped

Taehyung:YOU IDIOT,DO YOU KNOW HOW MUCH THIS COST?

You got scared because taehyung is one of the most popular students and he always hurt people who ruin his mood.

He grabbed your hair which made you yell a bit in pain

Y/n:O-O-OUCH!

Taehyung:THIS THING IS GUCCI,THIS COST LOTS OF DOLLAR AND YOU JUST SPLASHED YOUR STUPID SODA ON IT

He tighten his grip

Y/n:OW!--IM SORRY TAEHYUNG,I-ILL WASH IT FOR YOU!PLEASE STOP

Taehyung:Wash?

he scoffed

Taehyung:YOU CANT EVEN WATCH WHERE YOURE GOING AND YOURE GOING TO WASH IT

Taehyung:IM IN A BAD MOOD RIGHT NOW,AND YOU JUST MADE IT WORSE

Y/n:I-im sorry

Taehyung:Sorry is not going to pay for it!

He was about to slap you but someone hold his hand to stop

Jin:Taehyung,thats enough

Taehyung:BUT BRO--

Jin:i said enough

Taehyung:BUT SHE--

Jin:ill buy you,ill even buy 10

Jin:So,enough

Taehyung let go of you and glared at you while walking away

Taehyung:Youre just lucky today.

And he left

Jin:are you okay?

Jin is one of the most popular students,Also popular with the girls inside and outside same as taehyung

Y/n:Y-yeah im fine!

Jin:but you look so--

Y/n:ITS NOTHING HAHA

You gave your best fake smile

You were not good at expressing your emotions

Jin:o-oh!o-okay then

Y/n:thank you by the way

You bowed to him and left

Jin:"She may have a bright smile but i know shes broken inside..."

Jin:"Those eyes...Her eyes are full of sadness..Shes broken,depressed inside

Jin:"she really reminds me of him..."

Jin:"I wasnt able to save him...her eyes are even worse..."

Jin:H-Hey!,

Y/n:huh?

Jin:what is your name?

Y/n:Min Y/n

she then left

Jin:"do i help her?but why do i have to?"

Jin:"But she really needs help,she needs someone to talk to..."

Jin:"And i hate seeing those eyes...something tells me to change them.."

Jin:"but why her?why do i have this feelings?"

Jin:"am i destined to help her?"

Jin sighs

Jin:Ive decided

You went to the rooftop

Irene:Y/NNNNN

Y/n:Hey guys..

Sana:wheres your soda?

Y/n:i-i changed my mind..

Jisoo:okay then?

you all ate and went to class after that

hours later

and school ended

Irene:im sorry y/n,I cant go home with you,my brother invited me to go with him in a famous sushi restaurant

Jisoo:same,my parents and i are going to go to a restaurant too

Sana:Im going with my mom to the mall

Sana:sorry

Y/n:i guess its fine,ill just go read my favorite book in the library,since the bus is not going yet

Irene:Okay then!

Sana:BYEEEEE They waved bye to you

You went to the library to read

you were sitting in a table and read it

4 mins later

You fell asleep on accident

Another 4 mins

Speaker:Hello,this is the principal,

Speaker:To all the students who are still here please go home now,theres a storm right now,and its strong,Please go home before ot worsten

You opened your eyes

Speaker:i repeat,

The principal repeats it

Y/n:WHAT?!

Y/n:What time is it?!

You looked at the time and you widen your widen your eyes

Y/n:IM GONNA MISS THE BUS

You ran fast in the hallways

Teacher:NO RUNNING IN THE HALLS--

Y/n:"WHY IS THE LABRARY FAR FROM THE ENTRANCE"

You finally got outside the building and ran towards the entrance

Y/n:NO THE BUS IS GOING

You ran faster

But the bus already left you

Y/n:N-NO

Y/n:AISH,WHAT DO I DO NOW?!

Y/n:im already wet and the bus left me

Y/n:Aishhhhh

Then you felt someone put their jacket on your head and you got startled

Y/n:Huh?!

Jin:You know youll get sick if you stay in the ran right?

He smiled

Y/n:o-oh its you,

Y/n:umm thanks for what you did earlier

Jin:Youre welcome

Y/n:so im going now?

You took off the jacket and handed it to him

Y/n:Thanks but im going now

You turn around and was about to go

but Jin holds wrist

Jin:Your home is pretty far right?

Y/n:yeah?so?

Jin:I can give you a ride

Jin:i have my car

Y/n:sorry,but no

You left him

6 mins later

The rain got even stronger than before

Y/n:aish.im completely wet,

Y/n:i might get a cold..,

Then you saw a car stopped at where you were standing

Y/n:Huh??

Then the window opened and you saw The person

Jin:Get in

Y/n:But--

He then pulled you

and started driving

Y/n:h-hey,i said im walking home

Jin:Hey youll get a cold if you stay in there

Y/n:yeah?so?Please just leave me alone,i dont want any help

Jin:you should be thankful someone cares about you

You stayed quiet,

Y/n:okay,sorry..a

Jin:no need

he looked at you and smiled

Jin:So youre Min Y/n right?

Y/n:Yeah,and youre Kim Seokjin

Jin:Im glad you know my name

Y/n:well everybody in the school knows you

You both stayed quiet

Minutes later

Y/n:achoo!--

Jin:Hey i think you need to change your clothes

Jin:Youre going to get a cold

Y/n:Nah im fine--ACHOO

Jin:haha,no your not,were going to my house its pretty near

Y/n:okay?--WAIT WHAT

He then changed his direction to his house

Y/n:But what about your brother?--.

Jin:His with his friends

Jin:also were here

Y/n:Eh?

Jin:told you were near

Jin:here cover yourself with this he gave you his hoodie

Y/n:no im fine tha-

He then got out of the car

You sighed

You covered yourself with the hoodie and and you both ran inside

Y/n:"wow his is so nice"

you looked around

Jin:you can change there

he pointed at his room

Y/n:but i dont have any clothes

Jin:You can borrow mine

Y/n:Thanks..

You said not looking at him

He also gave you a towel and a plastic bag

You went inside

Y/n:what should i wear?

Then you found something that you love

Y/n:ill wear this

you took off your clothes and wore the hoodie and the pants

You then looked in the mirror

Y/n:Its too big for me!especially the shoulders!

Y/n:i think it still looked good

you saw a picture of jin,taehyung,and someone

Y/n:jin looked a little young here,Who is that guy?is he jin's brother?

Y/n:whatever

Y/n:....

Then you blushed

You realised that you rode in a car with a guy,went to his house and now wearing his clothes

Y/n:"WHAT THE HELL IS HAPPENING?!"

You put your wet clothes in the bag and went outside the room

Y/n:"I really need to pee right now"

You put down the bag and searched for the bathroom

Y/n:"i hope its okay if i do this"

You opened the doors one by one

Y/n:Not here..

Y/n:also not here...

Y/n:i hope this is it

You opened the door

And then you saw Jin without his top clothes revealing his abs

Jin:...🤤....

Y/n:...🤤.....

Y/n:AHHHHHHH

You screamed and closed the door

Y/n:I-im sorry..I was just looking for the bathroom!

Jin:I-its next to my room!

Y/n:ah--okay t-thanks

You were red as a tomato

you went inside the bathroom

Jin POV

Jin:"what the hell just happened"

Jin:"this the first time a girl saw me like this"

Jin:wait what am i doing?!im supposed to help her?!

Jin:Aish..

you facepalmed

You were blushing

Jin:whatever...

Meanwhile with you

Y/n:...

You imagined jin without his top

Y/n:NO

You slapped yourself

You got out

And saw jin sitting in the sofa

You also sat in the sofa

Jin:...

y/n:...

Jin:Are you hungry?i can cook us a meal

Y/n:uhm,no thanks im not hungry haha

then your tummy made sounds

Jin:oh really?

he giggled

You almost laugh but you didnt show it

Y/n:okay,fine

you pouted a little

Jin:Then ill cook now

he left to go to the kitchen

You felt sleepy

You always feel sleepy when it rains

You lay down and accidentaly fell asleep

20 minutes later

Jin pov

Jin:Y/n food is--

Jin:she fell asleep?

You sat in the floor and look at her

You caress her cheek

Jin:the more i look at her the more i realise shes very pretty

Jin:I hope your eyes get better--

She opened her eyes and saw you close to her and caressing her cheek

She widens her eyes

Y/n:AHHHHH

She screamed

and she fell down the sofa and landed on top of you

You both looked at eachothers eyes

Y/n:I-im s-sorry!

she was red as a tomato

you almost blushed

she got up

Jin:no im sorry-

Y/n pov

Y/n:w-what was that f-for?

Jin:nothing?

Jin:by the way food is ready

Y/n:o-okay

You both went to the table

Jin:i hope you eat well!

he said cheerfuly

Y/n:thanks

jin cooked your favorite

You then had a flashback

Mom:FOOD IS READY

Y/n(7):YAYYYYYYY

Mom:i cooked your favorite!

Mom:guess what it is?

Y/n:Uhmm,AHAH--ITS HOMEMADE RAMEN!

Mom:YUP,LETS EAT

Dad:WHAT ABOUT ME?

You three laughed

End of flashback

You didnt realise that you tears were already streaming down your face

Jin:yah y/n!--are you okay?!

Y/n:H-huh?

Jin:why are you crying?!

Y/n:i-its nothing!

Jin wiped your tears with his thumb

Jin:you can tell me..

Y/n:i said its nothing--

Jin:why are you crying then!?

You stayed quiet

Jin:y/n..you can trust me--

Y/n:h-how can i?!--we barely know eachother!and we arent even friends--

Jin:Just because you arent friends with someone doesnt mean you cant trust them

Y/n:...

Y/n:"His eyes are telling the truth...can i-i trust him?"

You then had a feeling

Y/n:"why do i feel like i can rely on him?"

Y/n:"Can i?"

Y/n:"but everytime i rely in someone..."

Y/n:"i guess i can rely on him.."

You looked at him

Jin:please y/n..tell me what is wrong?

Y/n:fine i will...

Y/n:i just remembered my mom,because of your cooking..

Jin:what happened?

Y/n:m-my p-parents---

Then someone went inside

You both looked at the person

You widen your eyes

Taehyung:WHAT THE HELL?