I miss the old me...
The bright me.
The smiling me.
The laughing me.
The gone me...
I have friends but i feel like i have nobody to talk about my problems..
I want them to know but i dont want to tell them...
It hurts doesnt it?Watching them happy and youre just being ripped apart inside
My life was a mess until I met him...
Y/n:DONT LEAVE ME!
you woke up up from your dream and cried
Y/n:Ugh..crying is not going to help..
You wiped your tears and
You showered and went to the kitchen to prepare breakfast
Y/n:i guess ill have toast today..
you put the bread in the toaster and wait
while waiting you were staring at a picture
It was you,your mom and your dad..
Tears were building up
The toast was finished at you took it and ate it on the way to school
btw yoy rode a bus to school cuz its pretty far uwu
1 min later..
you gave them a fake smile which is also same as your real smile but you dont even have a real smile
you guys walk in the school
Y/n:"can i tell them sbout it?"
Irene:Hey guys look at her
she pointed at someone crying
Daisy:BABE PLEASE DONT LEAVE ME
L:DONT CALL ME BABE
he pushes her and she falls
Daisy:BUT I STILL LOVE YOU
she said crying
L:WELL I DONT
Daisy cried even more and louder
Irene:Just look at her,shes always causing drama here.
Jisoo:i know right
Sana:Yeah,its been like 5 years since they broke up,why cant she just get over it?!
Jisoo:what movie is she at?!
Sana:what do you think y/n?
Y/n:well...i feel a bit sorry for her
Irene:yeah,but i really hate someone who cant get over,5 YEARS Y/N,5 YEARS.
The bell rang
Sana:i guess its time for class
You guys walked towards your classrooms
Y/n:"I guess i cant tell them,Its just been 5 years and ive been depressed ever since Theyre gone..."
Y/n:"theyre not really mean but...they just dont understand what it means to be depressed.."
All of you got in your classes jisoo and sana are in other classes and you and irene are in the same class.
Y/n:im going to buy a soda,you go ahaed
Irene:WERE EATING AT THE SAME SPOT
Irene waved at you and she left
You went to the machine and and got one,opened it and walked towards the
and the rooftop is a bit far
You were looking down while walking,thinking about the past
Y/n:"I miss them..so much.."
And you bumped into a tall person and accidently splash the soda in the person's clothes
you looked up and gasped
Taehyung:YOU IDIOT,DO YOU KNOW HOW MUCH THIS COST?
You got scared because taehyung is one of the most popular students and he always hurt people who ruin his mood.
He grabbed your hair which made you yell a bit in pain
Taehyung:THIS THING IS GUCCI,THIS COST LOTS OF DOLLAR AND YOU JUST SPLASHED YOUR STUPID SODA ON IT
He tighten his grip
Y/n:OW!--IM SORRY TAEHYUNG,I-ILL WASH IT FOR YOU!PLEASE STOP
Taehyung:YOU CANT EVEN WATCH WHERE YOURE GOING AND YOURE GOING TO WASH IT
Taehyung:IM IN A BAD MOOD RIGHT NOW,AND YOU JUST MADE IT WORSE
Taehyung:Sorry is not going to pay for it!
He was about to slap you but someone hold his hand to stop
Jin:i said enough
Jin:ill buy you,ill even buy 10
Taehyung let go of you and glared at you while walking away
Taehyung:Youre just lucky today.
And he left
Jin:are you okay?
Jin is one of the most popular students,Also popular with the girls inside and outside same as taehyung
Y/n:Y-yeah im fine!
Jin:but you look so--
Y/n:ITS NOTHING HAHA
You gave your best fake smile
You were not good at expressing your emotions
Y/n:thank you by the way
You bowed to him and left
Jin:"She may have a bright smile but i know shes broken inside..."
Jin:"Those eyes...Her eyes are full of sadness..Shes broken,depressed inside
Jin:"she really reminds me of him..."
Jin:"I wasnt able to save him...her eyes are even worse..."
Jin:what is your name?
she then left
Jin:"do i help her?but why do i have to?"
Jin:"But she really needs help,she needs someone to talk to..."
Jin:"And i hate seeing those eyes...something tells me to change them.."
Jin:"but why her?why do i have this feelings?"
Jin:"am i destined to help her?"
You went to the rooftop
Sana:wheres your soda?
Y/n:i-i changed my mind..
you all ate and went to class after that
and school ended
Irene:im sorry y/n,I cant go home with you,my brother invited me to go with him in a famous sushi restaurant
Jisoo:same,my parents and i are going to go to a restaurant too
Sana:Im going with my mom to the mall
Y/n:i guess its fine,ill just go read my favorite book in the library,since the bus is not going yet
Sana:BYEEEEE They waved bye to you
You went to the library to read
you were sitting in a table and read it
4 mins later
You fell asleep on accident
Another 4 mins
Speaker:Hello,this is the principal,
Speaker:To all the students who are still here please go home now,theres a storm right now,and its strong,Please go home before ot worsten
You opened your eyes
The principal repeats it
Y/n:What time is it?!
You looked at the time and you widen your widen your eyes
Y/n:IM GONNA MISS THE BUS
You ran fast in the hallways
Teacher:NO RUNNING IN THE HALLS--
Y/n:"WHY IS THE LABRARY FAR FROM THE ENTRANCE"
You finally got outside the building and ran towards the entrance
Y/n:NO THE BUS IS GOING
You ran faster
But the bus already left you
Y/n:AISH,WHAT DO I DO NOW?!
Y/n:im already wet and the bus left me
Then you felt someone put their jacket on your head and you got startled
Jin:You know youll get sick if you stay in the ran right?
Y/n:o-oh its you,
Y/n:umm thanks for what you did earlier
Y/n:so im going now?
You took off the jacket and handed it to him
Y/n:Thanks but im going now
You turn around and was about to go
but Jin holds wrist
Jin:Your home is pretty far right?
Jin:I can give you a ride
Jin:i have my car
You left him
6 mins later
The rain got even stronger than before
Y/n:aish.im completely wet,
Y/n:i might get a cold..,
Then you saw a car stopped at where you were standing
Then the window opened and you saw The person
He then pulled you
and started driving
Y/n:h-hey,i said im walking home
Jin:Hey youll get a cold if you stay in there
Y/n:yeah?so?Please just leave me alone,i dont want any help
Jin:you should be thankful someone cares about you
You stayed quiet,
he looked at you and smiled
Jin:So youre Min Y/n right?
Y/n:Yeah,and youre Kim Seokjin
Jin:Im glad you know my name
Y/n:well everybody in the school knows you
You both stayed quiet
Jin:Hey i think you need to change your clothes
Jin:Youre going to get a cold
Y/n:Nah im fine--ACHOO
Jin:haha,no your not,were going to my house its pretty near
He then changed his direction to his house
Y/n:But what about your brother?--.
Jin:His with his friends
Jin:also were here
Jin:told you were near
Jin:here cover yourself with this he gave you his hoodie
Y/n:no im fine tha-
He then got out of the car
You covered yourself with the hoodie and and you both ran inside
Y/n:"wow his is so nice"
you looked around
Jin:you can change there
he pointed at his room
Y/n:but i dont have any clothes
Jin:You can borrow mine
You said not looking at him
He also gave you a towel and a plastic bag
You went inside
Y/n:what should i wear?
Then you found something that you love
Y/n:ill wear this
you took off your clothes and wore the hoodie and the pants
You then looked in the mirror
Y/n:Its too big for me!especially the shoulders!
Y/n:i think it still looked good
you saw a picture of jin,taehyung,and someone
Y/n:jin looked a little young here,Who is that guy?is he jin's brother?
Then you blushed
You realised that you rode in a car with a guy,went to his house and now wearing his clothes
Y/n:"WHAT THE HELL IS HAPPENING?!"
You put your wet clothes in the bag and went outside the room
Y/n:"I really need to pee right now"
You put down the bag and searched for the bathroom
Y/n:"i hope its okay if i do this"
You opened the doors one by one
Y/n:also not here...
Y/n:i hope this is it
You opened the door
And then you saw Jin without his top clothes revealing his abs
You screamed and closed the door
Y/n:I-im sorry..I was just looking for the bathroom!
Jin:I-its next to my room!
You were red as a tomato
you went inside the bathroom
Jin:"what the hell just happened"
Jin:"this the first time a girl saw me like this"
Jin:wait what am i doing?!im supposed to help her?!
You were blushing
Meanwhile with you
You imagined jin without his top
You slapped yourself
You got out
And saw jin sitting in the sofa
You also sat in the sofa
Jin:Are you hungry?i can cook us a meal
Y/n:uhm,no thanks im not hungry haha
then your tummy made sounds
You almost laugh but you didnt show it
you pouted a little
Jin:Then ill cook now
he left to go to the kitchen
You felt sleepy
You always feel sleepy when it rains
You lay down and accidentaly fell asleep
20 minutes later
Jin:Y/n food is--
Jin:she fell asleep?
You sat in the floor and look at her
You caress her cheek
Jin:the more i look at her the more i realise shes very pretty
Jin:I hope your eyes get better--
She opened her eyes and saw you close to her and caressing her cheek
She widens her eyes
and she fell down the sofa and landed on top of you
You both looked at eachothers eyes
she was red as a tomato
you almost blushed
she got up
Jin:no im sorry-
Y/n:w-what was that f-for?
Jin:by the way food is ready
You both went to the table
Jin:i hope you eat well!
he said cheerfuly
jin cooked your favorite
You then had a flashback
Mom:FOOD IS READY
Mom:i cooked your favorite!
Mom:guess what it is?
Y/n:Uhmm,AHAH--ITS HOMEMADE RAMEN!
Dad:WHAT ABOUT ME?
You three laughed
End of flashback
You didnt realise that you tears were already streaming down your face
Jin:yah y/n!--are you okay?!
Jin:why are you crying?!
Jin wiped your tears with his thumb
Jin:you can tell me..
Y/n:i said its nothing--
Jin:why are you crying then!?
You stayed quiet
Jin:y/n..you can trust me--
Y/n:h-how can i?!--we barely know eachother!and we arent even friends--
Jin:Just because you arent friends with someone doesnt mean you cant trust them
Y/n:"His eyes are telling the truth...can i-i trust him?"
You then had a feeling
Y/n:"why do i feel like i can rely on him?"
Y/n:"but everytime i rely in someone..."
Y/n:"i guess i can rely on him.."
You looked at him
Jin:please y/n..tell me what is wrong?
Y/n:fine i will...
Y/n:i just remembered my mom,because of your cooking..
Then someone went inside
You both looked at the person
You widen your eyes
Taehyung:WHAT THE HELL?