1 “It’s Okay right ?”

I remember the day when the sky was looking so BLUE and WARM, that when I saw the sun that morning all I could feel was the pain in my heart becoming to much and just wanting to break down. I was feeling so alone that it hurt, so when I had looked at the clock it just made it worse. when I realized I had to go to work where in the end all I would feel was stress I had this overwhelming urge to scream and let all my frustrations out. Even when I was surrounded by people all I would feel is this loneliness draping me like a cloak.Feeling isolated like I wouldn't be heard even if I screamed my lungs out, like they wouldn't hear me and my pain. Thinking that even if they did they wouldn't be able to understand the pain and hurt I was in, I would always have these voices speak to me all sorts of things, like I'm worthless and weak. THEY WOULD GET SO LOUD I WOULD FEEL AS THOUGH I WAS GOING CRAZY BUT, when I get home and it's finally night, where the moon and stars are out, along with the rain lightly falling on the ground making the most soothing sounds, I feel comforted from it as though I'm not alone and I'm SANE.I am OKAY! I am able to just be me,I go to sleep with the man in the moon and the rain singing me a lullaby with all the stars there watching over me and protecting me from all the nightmares I may have and I don't feel so alone anymore.

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