1 Our meeting

(This book is intended for a more mature audience as it includes many trigger warnings such as murder, dismembering of parts,gore and etc if the audience does not feel comfortable with any of the topics i recommend you to exit this book, the gore will start at chapter 6 though.)

A bright spring day, cherry blossoms blooming everywhere and my very first day to college. I'm Noah Cameron, a 21 year old attending Rosy Blooms College, one of the most prestigious colleges in the whole world, I major in both psychology and criminology.The reason behind these two majors are simple. I want to learn more about how criminal's minds act, how they think and what choices they choose, making society call them "outcasts".

I head onto my first class and bump into a man slightly older than me "ah sorry hyung" (this is a word used in korea for older men as they are address as hyung), I tilt my head upwards and saw a man with blue eyes piercing into my very soul, it gave me a feeling of both fear and curiosity, his lips were tempting me and I was inches away from kissing him...that was until he spoke that caught me out of moment it gave me a shock and knocked my senses back to reality.

That was when I realized what I had done I had spilled all my coffee over his shirt.

"Oh I-I'm so sorry, I'll dry clean it and give it back to you."

His red rosy lips were in a such bright colour that they tempt me while he spoke "It's fine, I can just change my clothes".I wanted to see his face again so I told him

"No, I insist. How about this, you change your clothes and I'll dry clean the stained one and we'll exchange numbers so I can contact you for dinner. I'll give you your clothes then and repay you for spilling you my coffee"

With this we managed to exchange phone numbers."Nice to meet you I'm Chucky Bates", he was smiling with those red rosy lips…..I replied with a "Nice to meet you too I'm Noah Cameron" with a smile on my face. I saved his name under the next vibrator on my contacts.

"Score", I thought in my head, I finally got his number and seduced him. With this we said goodbye to each other and I went into my class with a smile in my face and positive thoughts in my head.That was until I saw my an old sex partner of mine in the corner of the room, I started panicking and sat down. I pretended to not see him. Fortunately for me I don't think he saw me.

After a relatively annoying hour of class I was heading home until I heard a voice calling out to me

"Noah-hyung, NOAH-HYUNG, NOAHHHH-HYUNNGGGGG!".

I was so annoyed that I finally turned my head around,I was shocked to see Sugawara (my old sex partner) standing behind me. "W-What are you d-doing here" my voice was shaking, tears fell down my eyes. Memories flashed through my head, I was sweating profusely, my legs were shaking,thoughts started filling my head slowly and slowly I could feel my legs getting weaker and weaker and I started falling down on my knees. Sugawara started panicking, he wasn't sure what to do and started looking for help, he started to search for help and left me alone.

That was when I saw him again….."GODAMN IT" I thought in my head I was suppossed to fucking seduce him why did he have to show up when I was having a panic attack? He saw me and our eyes met, for a split second I almost felt like he was smiling….It sent me shivers through my spine and a feeling of excitement too…..I was snapped out of my desired when he started carrying me, least to say I was surprised nobody had ever cared about me that much…."NO SNAP OUT OF IT NOAH, HE'S JUST A TOY" I thought to myself,just because he carried me doesn't mean I like him

"W-Where are we going?" I asked him with a shy look on my face. In return he replied with "my house, it's near here and will only take a few minutes. I know how to nurse someone because my mom used to be a doctor. So don't worry I have pills for your panic attack". I was relieved a bit more just a bit more and this pain will be gone….How could I have forgotten my pills…"AGHHH I SHOULDN'T HAVE HAD DRUNK SO MUCH YESTERDAY" I thought to myself.

Timeskip (Arrived at Chucky Bate's house)

My body still hurt and my legs were shaking, he spoke with a kind voice telling me to come in. He was gentle and asked me if I could stand up by myself so he could take his house keys from his pocket."Here you can come in" I heard him speak, just as I was about to go inside my legs gave out and my eyes were closing,my head was spinning and I fainted