4 Suga -Saying he hates you-

You were worried for you boyfriend. Suga had been over working himself a lot lately and you hardly ever saw him. He'd stay at the studio all day and night without texting you or calling you. You were starting to get fed up with the lack of attention but also at the fact that he wasn't taking care of himself. You decided to pay him a visit to check on him and also to have a word with him. You planned on telling him how you honestly felt, not leaving anything out. You quickly hopped in the car and made your way to his studio.

You finally arrived at the studio feeling anxious about what to say. You literally hadn't seen him in two weeks. You bravely walked in ready to sort things out. On your way to see Suga, you bumped in to the other members who were all really happy to see you again.

'Y/N!!!!!!!!' Jungkook practically screamed as they all ran up and group hugged you.

'Hey guys, it's been too long right? Do you guys know where Yoongi is?' You barely replied as the boys were squishing you in-between them.

'Yeah , he's in the music room.' Jin said as all the boys released you from their hug.

'Thank you' you bowed your head and quickly walked to the music room.

You stopped at the door and took a deep breathe feeling less brave than before. You just want to see how he's doing, that's all. You quietly open the door trying not to scare him but stop as you saw the state he was in. His hair was a mess with thousands of split ends. His face was pale like he hadn't been eating just as you expected and his lips were dry. All together he looked drained. Sadness filled your heart as the man you loved looked so stressed and tired.

'Yoongi-' you said brokenly.

Yoongi turned around with an annoyed expression on his face, glanced at you and turned back around.

'What Y/N? Why are you here, can't you see I'm working?' He replied bluntly.

'I...I was just going to check if you were okay, I haven't seen you in two weeks. I was worried.' You said.

'Well I'm fine and I'm busy so can you just leave?' He asked rudely.

You felt tears build up in your eyes as you starred at the back of the man who you doubt loves you anymore. You turned around to leave in defeat but stopped when you remembered the second reason you came here.

'No Yoongi, I have something to say.' You said bravely, while wiping any evidence of tears from your eyes.

'Excuse me? I told you to just leave!' He said while turning to face you sharply.

'I've had enough of this! Not being able to see you or talk to you. You always being too busy for me. I understand your job is time consuming but Yoongi, do you know how it feels to be a part of someone's life but feel like you mean nothing to them. I can't take it anymore. I came here to see if my boyfriend was okay, but if you don't care about me why should I care?' you yelled.

Yoongi stood up angrily and walked right towards you. You hated when he was angry but today you were angry too. You looked him in the eyes as he made his way to you and was about to finish your speech before he interrupted by shouting,

'Y/N I didn't ask you to come here, your so annoying just leave me alone. I don't want to see you and I don't want you to check up on me. You're not my mum so stop acting like it. I've had enough of you always clinging to me and complaining about everything, I hate you!' He concluded.

You stepped back trembling, trying to understand what he just said. Tears automatically streamed down your cheeks and your heart completely shattered. He no longer loved you. You never complained about anything and he knew that. This was the first time you had ever complained to him about anything. The words "I hate you" rang in your ears like bells and you vision began to blur. You ran out of the music studio as fast as you could, sobbing and tripping up. You tried to keep going but in the end everything went black. The last thing you heard was silent screams of your name.

You woke up in hospital feeling weak as ever. Your head was pounding and your eyes still stung from all the tears. Before you even comprehend anything your thoughts were disrupted by the load sobs coming from beside you. It was Yoongi. His eyes were red and face was soaking wet from his tears. He looked at you, realised you were awake and immediately began,

'Y/N I'm so sorry, I didn't mean any of it. I don't know what got into me. I love you so much. I love you more than anything. Please forgive me I don't know why I said those things.'

Seeing how desperate and broken Suga was I front of you broke your heart more than before. You forgave him straight away as you knew he wasn't lying. He's never cried I front of you before so this is all new. You knew he didn't mean what he said. You loved him and you couldn't help but forgive him.

'S-Suga it's okay, I forgive you. Don't cry it hurts my heart. I love you so much. What you said hurt but I now realise your going through a lot too. We'll get through everything together okay?' You reassured him.

He looked at you with so much appreciation. He was truly so happy to have you and you happy to have him. He hugged you tight but loosened up when he remembered your in hospital for fainting and didn't want to hurt you. You giggled at his actions and your laugh made him laugh.