1 Chapter 1

*After the war but Snape, Remus, and Sirius are still alive.... Fred is also alive bc Fred is baby*

  A/N it gets better I promise

Harry's POV

   I can't find Ginny anywhere I've been searching for her all day I want to ask her on a date.. we've been so distant lately I feel like I'm the only one trying.. but that's ok I need to find her I guess I can check the tower...

God I hate stairs I glance up to see red hair through the slits in the stairwell

It must be her what in the world is she doing up here I close my eyes taking in a long breath from the exhausting exercise I just had to do "Ginny what are you.." I open my eyes to see my Ginny kissing Dean "HOW COULD YOU DO THIS TO ME" I scream

She looks at me with no shame or guilt in her eyes "I'm sorry Harry I just lost feelings" I try to act like it isn't effecting me but it really is "then dump me don't mess with my feeling you freaking....b-bastard" I storm off tears falling down my face before I turn around and say "sorry I called you a bastard" oh god Harry your to nice sometimes, I think to myself she deserves it

I run to the common room to see Hermione and Ron cuddled up

I was at this point a sobbing mess "what's wrong! they both shout "s-she ch-cheated" I mutter "why would she do that" asked Hermione "I'm so sorry...I can't believe she did that to you" Ron says looking at me with concern

I turn to Hermione and say "she just didn't like me anymore" Hermione then nodded and says "that makes sense

I look at her wide eyed more tears threatening to come out as Ron let's go of her hand "Bloody hell Hermione it's never ok to cheat...except in Professor Snapes class" I chuckled a little at the last remark as Hermione rolls her eyes "she didn't like him why would she want to hang out with him" Why was she siding with the cheater I can't believe this "Hermione your suppose to be the smart one she should have broken up with him instead but no she cheated on him.... for god knows how long!" Then Hermione snapped "That's it we are through" she said while slapping Ron she stood up and walked off

I could physically see Ron breaking from the outside

This is all my fault I should have just kept it to myself "I-I'm s-sorry" I let the words tumble out of my mouth

He continues to stare at the door where Hermione had just walked out of probably hoping she'll come back and say it's just a joke "it's ok but I'd like to be alone for a bit if that's ok with you Harry" he says while flashing me a fake smile

I know Ron as soon as I leave he will break down and cry

But it's the least I could do I just ruined his relationship I nod my head and leave, once I'm out of the room I run I don't know where I'm running but I continued to run being blinded by my tears

Draco's POV

Some kid decided to bump into me and just walk off I shake my fist at him yelling "my father will hear about this" as I see Harry?.... running is he crying I look to see who's around me

  Oh good just Blaise... both of us came out as gay to each other at the same time it was a pretty funny day and he thinks I like Pottah which of course I don't

I look at him and he also seems to be staring at Potter he nods at me before saying "Go get your man" I growl at him and head off to the direction Harry was just running

  I can't help the small blush that spreads across my face

Potter being mine... oh stop thinking about that Malfoy he's probably straight anyways he's dating Ginny stupid red headed Weasley how can Blaise like a Weasley... Ron out of all of them

Where could the idiot have gone I wander around till I make it to the only non haunted bathroom in this school and there I see Harry standing over the sink sobbing

Why do I feel like this my heart kinda hurts when I see him like this

I slowly walk up to him "Pottah" I say quietly he turns around fast "what do you want Malfoy" he snaps I flinch at his action but I deserved it

I'm like a 1st grader bullying my crush trying to get their attention

I think he noticed that I wasn't here to hurt him so he relaxes before sinking down to the floor I run towards him and sit beside him..... god this is awkward

"I know we don't get along the best but if you would like I'm here to listen" I say with a little bit of hope in my heart I want him to open up...to me

OH GOD MALFOY YOU'VE GONE SO SOFT ITS ONLY AROUND THIS ADORABLE DOOFUS

he just nods his head and tells me all about Ginny cheating and Hermione siding with her so now Ron is single and depressed all because of him.... so he's single now..... CRAP FOCUS

    I grab his hands and attempt to look him in the eyes while he just glances down "look at me Potter" he looks at me I swear I see a tint of red on his cheeks, maybe he's bi! "None of this is your fault, she's just a bitch" shit he doesn't like (colorful words) "sorry" I mutter.

He looks at me wide eyed "did you just apologize to me" he says weakly I look at him with a duh face "yeah I said a bad word and I know you don't like cussing" he then looks away again "it's just you've never apologized to me before" wow I really have been a bitch "well I'm sorry for that, now stop looking away from me" he smiles that smile that I love so much as he looks at me again

I want to slam my face against a wall why do my thoughts have to always be about him

I look down at our hands and my face is bright red we had been holding hands this whole time he seems to have just noticed it to for his face is also red but at the same time he didn't let go

After just siting there in awkward silence I finally let go of his hands and use one of my hands to wipe his remaining tears

I then stand up reaching my hand out to Pottah to help him up "here grab on....I'll help you up"

Harry's POV

He's acting so weird today but I don't mind he's one of the reason I realized I was bi.  I grab his hand as he helps me up.

Back to Draco's POV

   I put my hand on his shoulder "listen if you ever wanna talk come find me, I'll listen" I say while we walk towards the bathroom's entrance when we reach the entrance and walk our separate ways.

     You know those cheesy movies where if you look back and the other person is looking back then your in love with them... well I'm going to look back sooooo... deal with it

As soon as I do I'm met with his beautiful emerald eyes looking back at me both of us immediately snap our heads back to the front

Once I turn the corner so I know he can't see me I pump my fist into the air I AM THE THE FREAKING MAN

Shit I need to tell Blaise all of this before I start to gay panic!!!