1 Luscius's prologe part 1

I had always been in the hospital since I could last remember. It hadn't been something as serious as your situation had been. To be honest I was just one of those people with absolute trash for a immune system. I would later grow out of this but ended up still being taken out by colds because my body would become dependent on whatever pain killers I was on and my immunity somehow being weakened by that. My parents god knows why wanted me to be perfect appearance wise. I was average so there was a lot of plastic surgery involved. Which again would land me in that hospital with you. I never hated it when you were there. I hated the people that would claim they loved you but would hurt you whenever they got the chance. Weather it was words or they would beat you. I hated the bully's and doctors and nurses that only listened to them. Never to what you wanted you became docile over time. No one else seemed to notice or maybe they did and just didn't care. When I first met you my impression was that you reminded me of a princess helpless weak and fragile. Being chained up by some unseen shackles weighing you down. You couldn't do anything on your own. You could drive a power chair and play games with me to kill time. We would do mundane things together since that's all we could really do just entertain ourselves and wait for it all to end. Even that wouldn't have been so bad. Now we do that with the others but it's not because we can't do anything else. It's because we want to or because it's fun. I love it when your eyes light up and you smile. Whenever you do it feels like the whole world lights up like your the sun coming back out after a long long eclipse. Did you know I created this group for you? Originally I planned to make utopia for you with our powers combined we could make a perfect world just for you and you alone. You didn't like that you called me crazy and told me you'd fight me to the death if you had to. There were tears in your eyes as strong as you were trying to be I knew that it would only tear us both apart inside. So I didn't our organization of five became one to serve justice and protect the weak. I know you don't like it when I mess with other worlds that you are peacefully existing in. I get bored lily what should you expect? The only lives I value are within our circle nothing else  matters. If only you could have this mentality after all you've been through I'm surprised you don't. If you saw things my way the madness wouldn't affect you like it currently does. Like it always does your sin is being to kind if you weren't you wouldn't suffer but at the same time If you don't you wouldn't be our sun. Our kindhearted mad queen who happened to be what those who are here believe what pulled us all together in actuality it was my doing. All in the name of my love for you. If you are the embodiment of love and kindness I'm the emperor of despair and hate. I will protect your naivety at all costs. So the game is set all the players are in place lets begin with the story of our organization. Long live my beloved queen.