19 Chapter 19 - Scars inside will never go away

Yuki carried me the whole way back to the palace. We both were soaked wet and I was too exhausted. His hands were warm, but it felt so wrong that he held me in his arms. My regrets became more and more by the second. When we entered the hallway Yuki saw Elux standing at the end of the hallway. He was just about to go into my room... Wait why?!

I looked at Elux standing there with a surprised look. I was still super exhausted after I fell.

He rushed to us and looked serious at Yuki who still held me. "What happened?!" He almost snaped

"I fell.. into the.. water... He saved me.." I whispered

Elux turned his face to Yuki and didn't say a thing.

Yuki looked down at me and smiled at me. "Yeah you gotta rest, can you take over Elux? It is cold out here" He nodded and wrapped his hands around me. I smiled right away, his hands were so warm

He looked down at me and then nodded at Yuki.

He turned around and carried me into my room and placed me on my bed. He turned around again and went to the wardrobe and took a towel out. He looked at me while I blushed and tried to look away. He stepped closer to me and took off my kimono. *^* He dried my hair and my body, but we didn't say a thing. He threw a new kimono at me and I changed quickly. When I was done changing he turned around and was just about to leave, but I hugged him from behind. I rushed forward and held him tight. "I..." My face became red "I wanted to apologize for my behavior.. just that you know that before you leave... I am sorry" I held him tight, but after a while, I let go. I turned around and looked away. Suddenly he hugged me from behind. He held me tight and his warm hands were on my waist. "Sky... It was horrible without you.. please stay with me.." I held his hands and still looked away "You know I was really sad about earlier I am sorry for being rude" He held my shoulder and turned my body to him. He threw me into my bed and place his hands on my cheeks. He leaned over me and I wrapped my hands around him. He looked straight into my eyes and came a little closer to my face "You are so cute" He whispered "What do you mean by that now..?

"You always apologize for nothing and always think about the other first. It is so cute, I can't handle that cuteness of you" He leaned over more and kissed me twice. I held him tightly on to me and he hugged me as well. "I... was very jealous when I saw Yuki and You out there.." "It was nothing Elux... please trust me... I ...Love you.." I said quietly

Alex smiled at me and kissed my throat.

"What would I do without you. I love you more Sky.."

He ripped off my Kimono and kissed me. I still held him tightly on to me as he wrapped his arms around my neck. He looked into my face with a warm smile, I smile I never saw on his face before

"Your smile is so beautiful" I daydreamed "Oh! I am sorry.." He laughed a little and kissed me one more time "You are too cute"