156. Almost Everything

I have poured through each and every page of Adian's journal. And it is filled to every page. But not a clue as to why he would embark on a journey towards finding the Rutol witch. He didn't record anything about his infertile state. It was a hit and a miss with the journal. I had hoped that it would have some clue as to why he did the things that he did. But I guess something that Eduardo could procure is his hands wouldn't be that much of a value. Perhaps it meant something that Adian left it behind.

It wasn't important.

He wrote and wrote and it tells me a lot about him. But I didn't feel him through the pages. It seems as though he was scared to put down his actual concerns on paper. I wonder if he was ever scared to make it real.