1 Chapter one
Lillia was an average girl, she grew up with an average childhood but within a loving environment but a broken home. She remembers when she was a little girl
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"Mummy" Lillia tugged on her Mums dress. Lillia being too small could not see her Mums upper half which was leaning over the counter. Lillias Mum Andera Fetho, well was Andera Fetho after the divorce she took back her old surname of Helen. The woman wiped her face, took a breath and soon turned to her little girl who stared at her with big blue eyes. She couldn't help smile at her beautiful daughter, long wavy brown hair and bright blue eyes. Blue eyes that gave Andera a swell of love and pain, Lillia had the same eyes of her Dad Eric Fetho.
"Mummy where's Daddy"Lillia asked
"Sweetie" Andera started in the most gentle and softest voice, As she thought she's asking again. Tears welled up in Anderas eyes how could you do this to our little girl.... to me. Andera swallowed the lump in her throat and patted Lillias head. She tried again...
"Lillia Daddy is away for a while but I'm sure you will see him soon" she said as she hoped it will be true
"oooook" Lillia hung her head as she dragged the word out in a sad voice. Andera hugged Lialla close as her heart broke. At least come back for her please Eric she thought.
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Something hit the back of the young girls head as she was eating her lunch. The young girl turned glaring behind her, She Could be known as the steriotypical goth. Everything she had was black.... well almost if it wasn't for the fact she looked like a mix of both emo and goth. The young girl had wavy brown hair, and bright blue eyes. She had light silver eyeshadow and lipstick, today she wore a black crop top with a red dragon, a black skirt and her boots with the red flames. Her nails where painted black with white tips, and she had black and white clip ins weaved through her hair.
"what a freak, doesn't she know her hair doesn't match her eyes" one girl exclaimed
"she probably dyes it with a cheap dye" the other girl added
"oh look she's pissed, watch out" the guy next to the second girl said. They all started laughing and Lillia stood up grabbing her plate of spaghetti she walked over. They were still jeering and laughing till she dumped it on the guys head.
"Bitch thats my boyfriend" the first girl with blonde hair and blue eyes screeched
"do you think I give a fuck" Lillia replied cooly. The girl charged at her and they got into a fight. A few minutes later her and the girl sat on chairs waiting to go into the headmasters room, soon after waiting even longer on uncomfy blue plastic chairs a distraught Andera ran through the automatic doors. Lillia groaned did he really have to call her Mum, Lillia looked her Mum over who had the same wavy brown hair she had, with a few grey hairs mixed in. It was tied up a loose strand hanging down her cheek. She was wearing her suit from work paired with heels, Lillia met her Mums dissapointed green eyes. She remembered when her Mum looked so much younger
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"Honey dinners ready" Andera called. Lillia as always dashed out to the dining room excited hoping to see her Dad sat at the table waiting for her Mum to hand them dinner. She came to a halt when she saw the empty chair and started crying
"I want Daddy to come home" she sobbed hard. Soon as she heard her daughter come in Andera turned to hear her daughter crying and see her tears fall. The plate in her hand was shoved on the table carelessly as she passed and soon scooped her little girl into her arms
"I want Daddy" she screamed. She rocked her litte girl as the five year old kept crying
"shhh baby it's ok he will be home soon to see you I'm sure" Andera said gently trying not to let her voice break. Later that night after Lillia had falling asleep, Andera went downstairs and sat in the kitchen. She called Eric... it continued to ring out for a bit then he answered
"Hello Andera" he said curtly
"Hi Andera" replied in a dry tone
"what do you want" he asked
"you know exactly why I'm calling Eric don't pretend you have no idea" Andera replied as she pinched her nose. She heard the sigh from the other side
"I told you I'm busy with work" he snapped
"your daughter is heartbroken Eric she misses you and all you can care about is work" She exclaimed cooly trying to stay calm
"It's ten at night can we pleas talk about this in the morning" Eric asked. Oh no you don't she thought its been weeks with excuse after excuse
"how can you do this to her... to our little girl, Eric" Andera said in a now louder tone she was losing her patience their baby girl was hurting because she missed her Dad didn't he care.
"Andera I'm busy and thats that I'm not even in the same country for god sake" he snapped
"baby.... baby its late we have work come back to bed" a sleepy female voice came from the other side.
"Andera its late will talk in the morning" he said firmly
"fine whatever go back to your.... " Andera cut off shouting as a sleepy Lillia walked in rubbing her eyes
"Mummy what is it? Who are you talking to" she asked
"Is that my little girl" Eric asked as he heard her his voice softned
"Is it Daddy... Mummy is it? " Lillia asked more excitedly. She nodded and since Eric said he wanted to speak to her, she soon pulled Lillia on her lap and handed her the phone. She didn't pay attention as she was thinking, she knew he really was busy with work but he never had to go through the pain of watching their daughter missing him. He stayed away becaause of her not Lillia. He truly did love his little girl a lot, a pang of guilt welled in her chest. This was partially her fault too, she looked down at Lillia who looked so happy that she kissed her daughters cheek. She finally tuned in to what was being said.
"yaaay really? " Lilllia cheered
"yes this weekend I promise my little girl" Eric replied
"do you pinkie swear" she asked. This was something they always did
"I can't through the phone" he teased. Lillia giggled
"But still do you?" she asked
"ok ok I'm holding my pinkie up now" Eric replied and they were laughing. Andera could hear Halie laughing too, Halie hated her which she didn't care but she did adore Lillia at least.
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The blonde girl got up and went to the office when called with her own Mother who gave Andera a dirty look before entering, Andera sat in the empty chair.
"Wait till we go home young lady" Andera said firmly
"I'm sorry Mum" Lilla whispered. She hated the world, she hated her life.She only loved four people, she felt bad for stressing her Mum.
