39 Chapter 39

2 HOURS EARLIER - ADRIAN'S POV

I looked over and saw Melissa asleep. She must be really tired, especially after the day she had.

"Hey, is she asleep?" Allison asked and I nodded.

"Wanna go get something to eat in the kitchen?" She asked. I nodded

I got up and followed her to the kitchen. She headed over to a cabinet and pulled out a bottle of vodka.

"Come on. Let's drink!" She said.

I guess one drink won't hurt.

We ended up talking for a bit and drinking the whole bottle of vodka. Luckily my parents won't be home for a bit.

"Adrian. Can we go up to your room?" Allison asked

"Why would we do that?" I said. I was on the verge of passing out due to the alcohol.

"Baby. I really wanna go upstairs. Please." She said

"Why are you calling me baby?" I asked her

"Cause I'm your girlfriend duh." She said

"No you aren't. Melissa is." I said.

Allison got up and handed me a drink.

At the bottom of it I could see a small fizz

I shrugged it off and drank it.

"Good boy. Now let's go upstairs." She said.

"No. I'm not gonna cheat on Melissa." I said

"I am Melissa. What are you talking about?" I said.

"I'm melissa silly. Allison left" She said and Allison was now gone and Melissa was standing in front of me.

"Melissa?" I asked.

"Wanna go upstairs?" She said. Her voice sounded off. But it's probably the alcohol.

"Yeah. I really need you right now." I said following Melissa upstairs

We walked into my room and she kissed me.

I pulled her onto the bed and crawled on top of her

She took off her shirt and I kissed her neck.

"I love you so much Melissa." I said.

"Shhh." She said.

I heard the door open but I didn't stop from kissing Melissa's neck.

  MELISSA'S POV

"You stupid son of a bitch!! How could you?!" I yelled.

Adrian quickly turned to me.

"Melissa?" He said.

"Fuck you, Adrian, you are suppose to be my best friend. As well as my boyfriend. I guess I just lost both." I said before running down the stairs.

I quickly run out the door and back to my house, I ran through the front door and into my room. I didn't know what to do. I'm all alone.

I walked into my bathroom and opened the medicine cabinet.

I know what I have to do. I grab a bottle of sleeping pills I used after the accident and went into my room. I went over to my desk and took out a piece of paper and a pen.

Whoever this may concern, I did this for a reason. This was a spur of the moment type of thing.So don't feel bad for not catching it sooner. I did this because I am alone. I lost my best friend, and my boyfriend in the same night. In the exact same way. Adrian, if you are reading this, I want you to know that I love you, so much. I know you made a mistkae. Or maybe I did. I'm not sure. But I need the pain to end. And now. Mom, I know you made a mistake. I love you too. And dad I know you are mad at mom, but we all make mistakes. Forgive her, for me. Please.

Love always,

Melissa

I placed the letter on my bedside table and laid down.

Everything flashed between my eyes. The kissing.

The love making. Every time he told me he loved me.

Lies.

Betrayal.

Pain.

I can't live like this.

And after everything with the baby, he was the only thing that was holding me together.

I'm like humpty dumpty and as soon as he cheated I fell of that damn wall.

My bestfriend. Gone. I knew I couldn't trust that bitch. But him...I thought out of all the people I thought he would never hurt me.

He probably never loved me. Everytime he said it probably was a foddman lie

I felt tears come down my eyes

"I can't do this anymore." I said

I grabbed the pills and took them all.

I laid back in my bed and thought about everything that I have been through. I guess one good thing coming out of me dying is I get to see my baby.

I just wish I would have died with him or her.

Then none of this would have happened. I wouldn't have died heartbroken. I wouldn't die alone. I feel so unloved.

Before I could think anymore I fell asleep.