1 An unexpected present !

27 march ♡

almost 12 pm noon and I was sliding stories In instagram. It's boring yet my mind was like : what now? everytime I quit.

Randomly goi'n through stories. I stared a guy for a while and what's good? it was his birthday. Gossiped with friend for a while and dared to send him a request.

attitude of mine was worse. I accepted the fact I sent him a request but yeah I ain't texting first.

so I put a story, lmao.

He will text first as "Thank you" . Ohh my goddammit senseless mind.

He was cute and yet for duration of 3 minutes I thought he is matured enough and he is out of my reach. lol.

why so insane? let's give it a try my mind approached...and here I go.

I seriously didn't knew why I was so excited just to flirt with a guy.

' Thank you soo much ' A notification arrived and I was like : let's begin *with a dangerous smile*

I remember I was passing my time with my ex who is pretending to be "lesbo" ...actually it was really fun.

After a little while I sent the screenshots to that cute guy. Maybe I wanted to see him laugh or say I needed a topic to begun.

"I am busy rn! TALK TO YOU LATER" he replied.

it's me ! who was fired. it's me who was like "shit! attitude !!!!!!!"

I saw his friend's story and there was written "He is famous enough to talk with everyone but accept none "

All of my hopes , all of my expectations just disappeared by 1 story .*sobbing in corner*

it's been evening and exactly when I opened instagram I received a message "lol, it was soo funny "

My mind again bloomed up. my slept hopes woke up. And here I go to flirt.. (I still don't understand why I want to flirt with an unknown guy)

After some introduction.

Where are you from? He asked.

My mind didn't had any second thought and I sent him my ex's address. LMAOOOOOOOO.

He knew he was fooled.

yet he thought I maybe of same age as him or 1 year younger. And after a decade I got to know we have age difference of 3 years. he was older then me.

it's my freaking mind that was shouting inside "AGE IS JUST A NUMBER, BITCH "

lost hopes! dumb mind... *saddest me*

It was night time around 1 am and I was trynna talk to my guy friends. A message I received "why are you still up "?

YEAHHHHOOOOOOOO... ITS FROM THAT CUTE GODDAMIT GUY.

But what's wrong with me,, guess?

WTF? Why this guy is texting me in this mid night. Alright ! with the name of God. I replied.

with my sleepy eyes I continued for about 3 to 4 hours.

it has never been this late talking to an unknown guy.

He shared the same interest as mine but it was me who was 0% excited. He felt energetic. But I lost my sleep!! I am sorry I got to sleep now! I turned of my phone and slept

I left his last message ignored *i Wanted to increase my Dm (s) (thug life) *

And that's how the first day went.

Another morning..i came online yet I didn't had seen his message.

A little later he texted "how long you are gonna ignore me, Are you done? "

Let's think of some possible excuse and explain.

I never thought my logicless reasons will really make him believe.

Oh God! it works!!!!!

I still had 0 hopes for making him mine but deep inside I knew I wanted him to be mine...

And I was still wondering : why the heck I didn't flirted, when I had time...yet it's OK

Let me describe! Why I was crushing!!

I mean his eyes are same as the celebrity I liked. his nose is more like some nuggets *no offense * actually his height. his everything is kinda what I wished to have.

He Is being nice to me! but why I am not appreciating.. like I am just curious. who had crush on whom??