heart is a heavy burden

Sinking Boat and Antidote were two popular novels, both of which touched on mental problems. Sinking Boat and Antidote depicted the protagonists facing the challenges of mental illnesses such as major depression, psychoses, and dissociative personality disorder. These novels showed the inner world of the protagonists from the first or third perspective, allowing the readers to understand their psychological burdens and difficulties in depth. Not only are these novels fascinating, but they are also important for understanding and paying attention to mental health issues.

The following are some recommendations for the protagonist's novels: 1. Glory to Rome 2. Beacon Fire Deserter 3. "The War of Resistance: Sweeping the Japanese Invaders" 4. Forever Number 5. Transcendent Soldier King 6. " Military career begins with the special forces." 7. " Anti-Japanese War: Snipe, Kill, and Destroy the Enemy System." 8. The Strongest Blade 9. Campus... 10. Space-Time Interference Manual. 11. Tokugawa Ieyasu 12. Trident 13. [Travelling Merchant of the Heavens and Realms] 14. " Top Secret: Monster Hunting Special Agency " These novels covered different topics and styles, and the protagonists were all characters who carried heavy burdens. Whether it was war, police, science fiction, or suspense, these novels all showed the courage and perseverance of the protagonist in the face of difficulties and challenges. I hope you can choose a suitable novel according to your interests and enjoy reading it.

In the first year of the idol era, I recommend you to read the novel " The female protagonist's delicate identity allowed her to be pampered by the male protagonist, but the male protagonist's protection of her did not come out of thin air. It was the result of her enduring humiliation for many years, being wronged, helpless, and surviving in the jungle. Although this novel was about a fight in the palace, the humiliation between the male and female protagonists was perfectly presented. I hope you like this fairy's recommendation. Muah ~😗

" The Male Lead's Self-Cultivation " is a mystery novel written by the author, Wen Ruobucheng. The general plot of this novel is as follows: Anyone would be ecstatic to be transported into a book written by themselves, but Wen Yiqian was a little flustered. " If I had known earlier, I wouldn't have written dark prose. I'd run into a few perverted murderers whenever I went out. Who could withstand that?!" ---------------------------- " Hidden Marriage: Boss Husband, How Twisted " was a modern romance novel written by Qu Wenjun. The general plot of this novel was as follows: At her boyfriend's grand wedding, she did her best to save face. At the most awkward moment, she found the bride's current boyfriend sitting pitifully beside her. He rubbed his unkempt face and said to her,"You see, we are all abandoned people. We are in the same boat." Since others don't care, why don't we care for each other?" Then, she secretly married him, who was penniless! It was only later that she found out that the husband she thought was of equal status was actually… ---------------------------- " What a bloody fate " was a fantasy romance novel written by the author, Yu Zhao. The general plot of this novel was: A " male " protagonist who thought he was an ordinary man since he was young, a supporting actress who took the role of the female protagonist, a supporting actor who became the real male protagonist, and the person who seemed to have the best chance of becoming the male protagonist became the real supporting actor. ---------------------------- " Devil's Temptation: Young Master Ye, Don't Be Tsundere " was a modern romance novel written by Ran Xiaoxing. The general plot of this novel was: He was the evil and ruthless big BOSS of Country A, but he fell in love with the little errand boy in the manor. As night fell, the man turned into a sultry demon king. Or pretend to be sick and hide in the little errand boy's bed. Or pretend to meet by chance and chase away the little errand boy's admirer. Finally, one day, the little errand boy was ready to carry his schoolbag and escape with his salary card. big BossShe was pinned against the wall. The man had an evil smile on his face." If the errand boy wants to leave home, he must pack me up and bring me along!" ---------------------------- " Mysterious Husband Is Too Black-bellied " was a modern romance novel written by the author, Su Ziye. The general plot of this novel was: They had known each other for ten years and been together for seven years. However, he couldn't escape the seven-year itch. One day, she was forced to break up, and her boyfriend fell in love with her best friend. She didn't believe it, but she had to believe it. After breaking up, she was depressed for three years and almost died in this world. Three years later, she met a certain man. She had never believed in love again, but a certain man had teased her until her face turned red and her heart raced. She had originally thought that a certain man was the rest of her life. However, she never thought that whether it was love or marriage. It was just a revenge that a certain man had long planned. After marriage, she was tortured beyond recognition by a certain man. Everything was fake, except that she had fallen in love with him. In the end, would they be able to resolve the misunderstanding from back then? Could she forgive him for hurting her all these years? Could they put everything aside and be together without any worries? This story is purely fictional... ---------------------------- Husband's Secret was a modern romance novel written by the author, An Chuxin. The general plot of the novel was: I'll endure all of this. But even my beloved husband abandoned me. How should he proceed in the future? Give up? It didn't exist! Fighting wits and courage, loving and killing each other… ---------------------------- King of Duel was a novel about urban life written by the author, Physical Health. The general plot of the novel was: Everything originated from a conspiracy, everything originated from the pull of fate. The separation between lovers, the backstabbing between brothers, and the people in the world with their own ulterior motives. An ordinary man with a rough fate could only face the endless difficulties. He had to accept the challenges of fate and gradually became the king of duels that made everyone in the world tremble in fear. He was not fighting his opponent alone, but fate! ---------------------------- " Invincible Abandoned Son-in-law " was a novel written by the author, Xi Yuan. The general plot of this novel was: Three years ago, a shocking scandal broke out in the Zheng family. To anger his father to death! Everything was hidden in the years. Three years later, an incompetent little security guard came knocking on his door and abandoned his son-in-law. The cowardly man raised his head and opened his eyes after being humiliated again and again… ---------------------------- The Ultimate Male Secret was a novel about urban life written by Fang Danzi. The general plot of the novel was: She accidentally fell into a flower bush---- Come on! What shrewdness, affection, heartlessness, coldness, life or death, unmoved,... ---------------------------- " Little Black-bellied Sweetheart " was a modern romance novel written by the author, Xi Bao. The general plot of this novel was: She had wanted to run away from home to escape the marriage, but she did not expect to run into a black-bellied man who was imprisoned by her side and even announced that she would be his woman. Was there a mistake? When the " engagement partner " surfaced, it was actually that boring man. When she wanted to escape again, she realized that she had actually lost her heart by his side and could not escape from his world no matter what...

The characters included: the main character-Yu Jiang, who liked to bully the little secretary; the supporting actor-Zhang Chao, the chief technical officer of Rui Chuang's software development department; the supporting actor-Meng Fan, the CEO of Rui Chuang's mobile phone business department; the supporting actor-Huang Guangrui; the supporting actor-CEO of Rui Chuang Finance; the supporting actor-the little secretary, the cute girl; the supporting actor-Yao Hui; the cool and arrogant strong woman; the supporting actor-Liu Jia, Yu Jiang's assistant. "Life Begins with a Heavy Heart" was written by Xiao Yu Xiao Er. It was an urban/commercial workplace novel with management, transmigration, genius flow, fast pace, positive energy, hot-bloodedness, commercial warfare, single female lead, internet, and celebrity elements. User recommendation: "Time travel to 2010. With the memories of 2021 and the technical knowledge given by the system, what will Yu Jiang do?" [Hot-blooded version: 104+ plan, Yu Jiang hopes to realize the wishes of his motherland as soon as possible.] The disadvantage was that it was slow to heat up and had an early stage layout. Youth edition: A business novel, Yu Jiang wants to be the godfather of the technology circle. The main character liked to act cool. Starting from mobile phone chips, it involved the internet, semiconductor, manufacturing, and new energy. 。 I hope you will like this book.

There were novels similar to "My Killing Heart Is Heavy": 1."My Talent Has All Added Strength." Author: Wu Sanmao 2."I'm Really Not a Great Sword Hero". Author: The Night is Beautiful 3."I Kill in Silence!" Author: Very Sweet Salted Fish 4."I Can Cultivate My Martial Arts." Author: Lai Dongdong is not bad. 5:"Strange Sequence: From Martial Arts to Longevity", Author: Stone of Jingshan 6:"I Am a Forbidden Life", Author: Men Are Not Cool 7:"The Sword Is Not Matched, but the Person Is Transcendental", Author: I Want to See Jiangnan 8:"I'm fishing for corpses in the Wuding River to extract entries." Author: Fan Alin 9:"Gokudo Dutian", Author: I'm in the Bright Spring Forbidden God Mage, Author: Tai Shen Matrix King, Author: Bai Yuhan "Add Points, Then Become a Magnetic Field Expert", Author: Shifang Wenchao [Taoist Priest, Stop Fighting. The Great Dao is about to be obliterated. Author: Yi Huowang] "The World Is Loaded with Thriller Games." Author: Xie Sanqian 15:"Gift of Innate Divine Power at the Beginning", Author: Wild Grass with Golden Edges I Eat Monsters in the Demon Suppression Division, Author: Wu Zhi "I Slay Ghosts with Martial Arts", Author: Old Doll 18:"Becoming a Saint in the Cyber World", Author: Passerby 19:"I Only Evolved a Billion Points of My Physical Body", Author: Write a Book to Make Money and Kill the Three Kingdoms I Can Go Back to the Age of Mystery, Author: Gray Tombstone The following is a detailed introduction of these novels: 1."My Talent Has All Added Strength":(̄ ̄ ̄ ̄) 2."I'm Really Not A Great Sword Hero":"I'm Really Not A Great Sword Hero" is a delightful novel. The story was centered around the protagonist's transmigration and his adventures in Tokyo, showing a world full of fantasy and adventure. The story was compact and fascinating, making it impossible for people to stop reading. The author portrayed the growth and struggle of Hai Yamazaki, showing his courage and determination, which moved people. Although there were some elements of invincibility in the story, these elements did not affect the overall quality of the story. In addition, the author combined various elements in the book, such as Ghost Extinguisher, School City, and One Punch, but these elements were ingeniously combined to form a unique worldview. Overall, I'm Really Not a Sword Hero was an enjoyable novel, suitable for readers who liked fantasy and adventure. 3."I Kill in Silence!" Do you often have a sense of déjà vu that something has happened before, but you have no memory of it until it happens again? Or would he suddenly wake up in the middle of the night and feel that everything around him was silent, as if he had arrived in another world? What if all of this was true? ...... When he woke up, Chen Shou realized that the world was silent. Everyone had disappeared. However, danger lurked in the silence. Ferocious beasts, cunning ghosts, abnormal gods, chaotic immortals... Killing different monsters would give them different elements, and different combinations of elements could form different abilities! "So, I can kill and reach the peak of my life?" Chen Shou's eyes lit up. "No, you will be beaten up differently in a different world!" “......” 4."My Martial Arts Can Cultivate By Yourself":"My Martial Arts Can Cultivate By Yourself" was a novel with unique creativity. The author used an ordinary transmigrator as the main character, telling the story of how he constantly broke through himself in the process of practicing martial arts, gaining various adventures and growing up. Although the writing was a little immature, the story was fascinating, making people look forward to the protagonist's fate and the process of martial arts cultivation. In the story, Yang Yi transmigrated to a world where martial arts flourished and became an ordinary servant disciple. However, his martial arts cultivation was surprisingly smooth. Every time he watched the inner sect disciples 'competition, his martial arts could break through to a higher level. In all kinds of fortuitous encounters, his martial arts continued to grow and evolve. From the Red Cloud Technique to the Emerald Void Hand, each martial art had its own characteristics, which added more possibilities to Yang Yi's cultivation path. The protagonist, Yang Yi, had a steady personality and did not fall into the common logic. His pursuit of martial arts and his love for his family were impressive. His parents didn't offer sacrifices to the heavens, and his family still had money. He was willing to spend money and knew how to behave. These were the characteristics of the character that the author had carefully set up, leaving a deep impression on people. In short,"My Martial Arts Can Cultivate on Its Own" was a novel with unique creativity. It was inspired and thought through by describing the growth and adventures of an ordinary person in martial arts cultivation. Although the writing was a little immature, the story was fascinating, making people look forward to the protagonist's fate and the process of martial arts cultivation. Whether it was from the content of the book, or from outside the book to life, emotions, psychology, society, and history, this book could trigger the reader's thoughts and insights. I recommend it to readers who like martial arts novels. 5."Strange Sequence: From Chinese Martial Arts to Immortality": Jiang You's ringing in his ears is getting worse! The ravings in his ears grew louder and louder, and at the same time, the world underwent a strange change! After entering a Mirror World shrouded in gray fog and filled with all sorts of strange things, the Sequence was activated! All sorts of strange sequences and divine powers had appeared out of nowhere! Low-level Sequences: [Exorcist],[Demon-slaying Daoist],[Qi Refinement Warrior],[Warrior]… High-level Sequences: [Dharma King Yin Corpse],[Master Third Zang],[White Bone Bodhisattva],[Hellfire Vajra]… Myths shone on the world! 6."I am a Forbidden Life":"I am a Forbidden Life" was a novel with a novel setting. Although the author had some shortcomings in grasping the plot and the characters 'personalities, it could still bring some inspiration and thoughts to the readers. The main character's leveling system was very creative. There were two leveling systems, one to quickly level up and the other to replenish his combat power. However, the second system was not very demanding, but he kept thinking about it. This made people a little puzzled. In addition, the author also had some problems in describing the character's personality and plot development. Some plots seemed to be a little nonsensical. Even so, the novel's creativity and theme were still very attractive, so it was still worth reading. Overall, I Am a Forbidden Life was a novel with a novel theme and a certain creativity. Although there were some flaws, it still had a certain value. 7."The Sword Is Not Matched, but the Person Is Transcendental": A novel about the leveling up of Xianxia. The protagonist has a golden finger. There are small twists and turns along the way, but the overall plot is moderate. It's worth watching. 8:"I'm fishing for corpses in Wuding River to extract entries": Wuding River Dragon Coffin, Human-faced Snake Body Statue, River Earl's Wife, Hanging Coffin Buried in the Sea, Red and White Double Demons... <Elements of the Work> Fantasy Oriental Fantasy Extreme Dao Style, fast tempo, decisive killing [Work Status]: Series (signed) [Work Rating] <Work Information> After traveling through the ancient world, the protagonist became a corpse hunter by the Wuding River. When he first picked up a corpse, he discovered his golden finger: the Death Trial Scroll. It allowed him to obtain entries when he picked up a corpse and use the entries to recall the memories of the deceased. The various abilities obtained from various interesting entries, coupled with cultivation techniques, made the protagonist continuously stronger. <Reason for recommendation> Excellent writing, compact plot, and vivid characters. The protagonist's hard work and training, the warmth of his adoptive father's teaching, the terrifying corpse, but the protagonist's determination to become stronger. [Personal Remorse] Sometimes, the protagonist would do inexplicable things for the development of the plot. 9."Gokudo Dutian":"Gokudo Dutian" is a mythical fantasy novel. The plot is compact and fascinating. The protagonist's cheat was very unique, and people were looking forward to how he would use this special ability to change the situation between the Immortal Realm and the Underworld. The demon invasion in the story was also very attractive, making people want to find out. In addition, the author added the setting of killing monsters to make the story more challenging. On the whole, the plot setting and character creation of this book were excellent. It was a good book worth reading. 10."Forbidden God Mage": A thousand years after the recuperation of reiki, the first generation of Awakened ones shattered the earth and stepped into the starry sky to find a new home, leaving behind a broken earth. All kinds of mutated creatures emerged one after another, and the weak stubbornly resisted. Lin Fan, who was unable to cultivate due to his weak consciousness, decided to create his own cheat in order to step onto the path of cultivation! A mage, I know. Holy Mage, do you know? [11: Matrix King: War is an eternal legacy!] Demons, ghosts, and devils, living beings in misery, giant nightmares, wreaking havoc on the human world. "I have an array and I'm armed. I must destroy all demons and monsters to create the sun and moon again!" Jiang Luo stood at the top of the ruined building and shouted,"Electric Knife!" A five-meter-long sword that flashed with lightning instantly condensed. With a leap, he whistled and created a gust of wind! When he landed, he had already donned a set of dazzling battle armor. He fearlessly faced the ferocious monster that was slaughtering the crowd! 12:"Add Points, Then Become a Magnetic Field Expert" Magnetic Field Powerhouse. To be honest, although this kind of writing was easy to follow, it was not very easy to write. On the one hand, if it was not crazy enough, it would be boring. On the other hand, if it was too crazy, the average reader would not be able to stand it. In short, it seemed to be in line with the current situation. "Taoist Priest, Stop Fighting. The Great Dao is about to be obliterated.""Shuang Wen""New Extreme Dao Points""Cold Humor" The world was falling, who could save the sky? Heaven and earth give birth to evil spirits, and Taoist priests are naturally masculine. I'm Yi Chen, the dust of dust. My Daoist name is Yi Chengzi. I'm 18 years old. I'm afraid of evil and violence. I like to make money. He had traveled to a strange world where demons and ghosts existed and became the Eldest Brother of the Hidden Dragon Temple. Before his master died, he had told him to abide by the path of benevolence and righteousness and take good care of his younger brothers. He had agreed. However, his understanding of benevolence and righteousness was slightly different from his master's. What was benevolence? It was benevolence to divide the wicked and evil spirits into two halves. What was righteousness? Slapping the head of the evil man and ghost into the chest, righteousness was achieved. After his master's death, he relied on the help of the cheat. Unable to awaken his 'spirituality' to cultivate, he embarked on an alternative path of cultivation. Faced with the wolves who were eager to try after his master died, he struck hard and comprehended the true meaning of righteousness. Facing the evil that stood in his way, he would naturally use the iron fist of love to reform them. He killed demons, vanquished devils, tested the sword on spiritual cultivators from all walks of life, and enjoyed the scenery of the world. When he climbed up the peak and looked around blankly, he realized that the demon ghost was just a moss. The world was falling…A thousand-year-old mystery slowly unfolded. The ghost was here. It was immortal and indestructible. Seeing this scene, Yi Chen smiled. Even a vicious dog would be slapped twice when it passed by his Daoist temple. There was actually someone who dared not give him face? Priest Yi stomped on one foot and soared into the sky! "Taoist priest, stop fighting!" The crowd exclaimed."The Great Dao is almost obliterated." "The World Is Loaded with Thriller Games": Three Thousand Old Thieves 'new book, formerly known as The Earth Is Cursed. It was a good selection of horror (neurology) novels, telling the story of a young man who bravely traveled the world (without snowflakes). 15:"Gifting Innate Divine Power at the Beginning": Set Fan Speeches to 100 The problem at the beginning was very big, and he didn't come to fix it later on. The male protagonist's father came from a relatively large family in the surrounding area. He actually didn't teach his child how to read. He was 14 years old and couldn't even read. When he returned home and saw that his child was talented, he didn't return to the family. He would rather work for someone else's family than go back. His IQ was not good. In the past ten years, he didn't teach his child how to read or how to fight. He was so poor. When he saw that his child was successful, he even pretended to be a master. It was really interesting. The patch was also perfunctory. If a child did not want to go to school, the parents would agree. What could a child do as the main parent? I'm willing to patch it, but I'm not willing to change the previous content 16:"I Eat Monsters in the Demon Subduing Division": A Great Country, Foodies Everywhere. Looking at the strange painted skins, the cunning fox demons, the terrifying snake demons, and the evil ghosts pretending to be gods and Buddhas…Qin Shaoyou drooled. Close the door and boil the water. We're going to eat today! 17:"I Slay Ghosts and Demons with Martial Arts": 240 years in the Xia Dynasty. This was an era where transmigrators needed to work hard to save the country from extinction and dare to call for the sun and moon to change the sky. Wu Dao looked at the map of the 72 provinces in the Xia Country. It was from Suwuhai in the north, Li State in the south, Ying State in the east, and the Arabian Sea in the west. The total land area was about 24 million square kilometers. He could not help but fall silent. This world didn't need Wu Dao to work hard anymore. Martial arts, True Qi, changes in the Heavenly Orbits, and changes in the Earth Orbits. In the same year, this world revealed its old appearance, and Wu Dao also revealed a sinister smile. All things are born to support man, but man has no virtue to repay heaven. "We have to give them a head-on attack! ， "Can you still be as smart as our ancestor? "I think you demons and ghosts need to be slaughtered. ” Isn't it because I, Wu Dao, didn't work hard enough?" System, add points to me!" Mo Fan, the underground boxing king, woke up from a hangover and found himself in a strange world. This world's technology was highly advanced, and the technology known as Prosthetics was widespread. People could freely change their mechanical organs and internal organs to obtain extraordinary strength and transcend the pain of flesh and blood. However, the super companies monopolized everything and squeezed the bottom to the extreme. Humans did not enjoy the benefits of science and technology, but became slaves to machinery. Mo Fan glanced at the door that had been kicked down by the gang members. He decided to use the Body Refining Technique that had brought him to this world to give this world a little shock. Using the Prosthetics as spiritual energy and using flesh and blood to devour the Prosthetics to cultivate. Implanted Prosthetics were spells, while external Prosthetics were weapons. A few years later, Mo Fan was standing in front of the company's headquarters, surrounded by security guards. He said,"I admit that the technology is very advanced. The Combat Mecha and Energy Weapons are not something carbon-based lifeforms can withstand. However, if I were to reveal my Floating Fortress, how would you be prepared to deal with me?" 19:"Overwhelming Demonic Martial Arts, I Only Evolved 100 Million Body Points": I wish everyone a happy Mid-Autumn Festival. Recently, I have been enjoying reading such simple and crude novels. Perhaps people who are middle-aged don't like to read those gloomy and profound novels. This book that imitates the Gokudo Demon's point adding style is very simple and crude. I can finish it in one go! As for waiting for updates? It was originally just to kill time and look around "I Can Go Back to the Mysterious Era": Collect Legendary Antiques and Retrace Mysterious Martial Arts. From the moment he awakened the cheat, card artisans knew that they were no longer ordinary... [Legendary Antique: Wind Ivory Pendant] Seventy years ago, in Beiliu County of the Red Li Federation, Li Wei, you were a coward! On the day my sister was murdered, you were shivering in a corner! On the night of the battle to exterminate the sect, you ran away in shame! In your long career of revenge, you have missed opportunities time and time again! Now, let me teach you what courage is. Let me tell you how to burn your suffering into your own strength. I hope that the moment you cut off the enemy's head, you will remember that you are a man, a man who can stand up to the heavens! The taboo era, a secret legend. Foggy continent, the sealed area. Countless glorious and ancient people wailed in the wind of ruins. I will witness your lost legend in the fog, the knight in the sky, the ghost in the desert, and the mouse in the mud. The sword pointed in the direction of light, and flowers would grow where the bullets fell. The wind of history would eventually blow away the rubbish in front of the grave of the era. You can read these novels on Qidian Chinese Network.

Lin Wan 'er was described as a scheming character in " Celebrating Years." She was the daughter of Minister Lin and Li Yunrui. She was in charge of the palace treasury and was the money bag of the entire world. She had secretly supported the Second Prince and carried out many schemes in the palace treasury struggle. Although her mother, Li Yunrui, loved her, for various reasons, their relationship was not normal. Despite this, Lin Wan 'er developed feelings for Fan Xian. She even took the initiative to ask her mother to let Fan Xian go. However, Fan Xian and Lin Wan 'er eventually broke off. Fan Xian went down to Jiangnan and began a battle of wits with the Ming family. In general, Lin Wan 'er displayed complex schemes and conspiracies in the play, making her a mysterious and interesting character.

"Daily Life of a Lag Child [Rebirth]" was a novel full of ups and downs. It told the story of Xu Le's rebirth after a congenital heart attack. He decided to live a peaceful life and not pursue high salaries, high positions, and relationships. He became a burden behind his godfather and fought together with the Cao family. This novel was a farming novel. The protagonists nurtured each other and worked together. It was updated every morning at eleven o'clock.

" His Favorite Pet " was a free and popular short drama. It told the story of Huo Beichen, the heir of a top-tier family, who had been searching for the girl who had saved him for many years. It also triggered a series of melodramatic stories. The short drama has been completed and can be viewed on the Internet. The specific viewing platform and broadcast link were not provided.