What feelings did the Empress have for the Qing Emperor?

Answer 1

There was probably no more love, more fear and disgust.
Disgust started from the Qing Emperor's scheme to use the Empress. The Qing Emperor made his cousin empress, but he often went to find Ye Qingmei, making the Empress jealous and afraid. She was jealous of Ye Qingmei and afraid that she would lose her position as empress. Later, Ye Qingmei's thoughts made the Qing Emperor feel threatened. The Qing Emperor began to plot to assassinate Ye Qingmei. The Qing Emperor had managed to transfer Wu Zhu, Chen Pingping, Fan Jian, the Ye family, and other followers of Ye Qingmei to lure the Empress's clan to kill Ye Qingmei when she was weak in childbirth. Later on, the Qing Emperor pretended that he was also kept in the dark. In order to give Chen Pingping, Fan Jian, and the others an explanation, he slaughtered the Empress's entire clan. He even said that they had a husband and wife relationship, so he left the Empress's position. The Empress also realized that she was just the scapegoat for this huge conspiracy. For her son, she could only hold on, but her heart was definitely filled with disgust for the Qing Emperor.
On the one hand, he was afraid of the Qing Emperor's ruthlessness. Ye Qingmei, who had previously seemed to be deeply in love, had been killed as she wished. He was afraid of the Qing Emperor's importance. He killed two birds with one stone, killing Ye Qingmei and cutting off his relatives. On the other hand, he was afraid of his own precarious fate and worried about his son's future.
With so many negative emotions, it would be difficult for the Empress to still have love. Later on, the Crown Prince's rebellion failed, and the Empress also jumped off the city wall to commit suicide. Without the shackles of the world, suicide was also a kind of relief.