I'm sorry to hear about your experience. In real life, a healthy personality is a complex concept that doesn't just depend on a person's health or genetic factors. Many factors such as environment, education, social support, and interpersonal relationships can affect a person's personality development. Although you mentioned your parents 'influence on you, please remember that everyone has their own pain and challenges. These challenges should not be used to deny your own value. You can try to express your feelings and find ways to repair your relationship with your parents by communicating, asking for help and support. At the same time, please remember that you are a unique and valuable individual. You have the right to pursue your dreams and goals and should not be limited by past experiences.