Alright, do you have any recommendations for me?

We were deskmates in the first year of junior high school. I'm a girl. After doing it with her for a while, I've already decided that she's my best friend. She knew how to play basketball, had good grades, was popular, and was quite good-looking. One afternoon, she kissed me (on the lips) and I realized that I liked her a little (I'm more masculine myself). When we played basketball together, my fondness for her also increased. Sometimes, when I talk to her, I blush. She probably doesn't notice. Every time she asked me to do something, I would ask for a kiss. I'm already a little used to it. Later, because of an incident, I changed my deskmate with her. I told my friend everything (I was unhappy at that time and took the blame). She was very unhappy when she heard this and thought that this was a break in our friendship. I didn't notice it either. After a while, her friend told me that she liked someone. I was a little jealous. After all, I like her, and the person she likes is the "son" I acknowledge. She often goes to my son's place to play. When I go to look for her, she will misunderstand that I want to snatch the person she likes. I had no choice but to break off my relationship with my "son" because of her.
Because we often went out to play basketball, one day, she agreed to meet at 7:00 p.m. I arrived at 6:30 and called 8:30. I felt that something was wrong, so I called. The parents said that they would go at 3:00 and come back at 5:00. That's right, I was stood up. I had no money on me, and I only had 2% of my cell phone left. I called my mom, but no one picked up. The place was very far from home (they always picked the location). I had no choice but to walk back. It was already past nine o'clock when I got home. My back was sore. My dad saw that I was so late and locked me outside. I suddenly felt very wronged, but I didn't have the heart to scold her. I endured it. After these few small matters, she didn't chat with me, and I didn't chat with her either. He froze. I accidentally sent her a message one night. I said,"I miss the original you." She replied. Because of this, I was excited for the whole night. I took screenshots of every conversation with her. When I reached school, I handed her a note, mainly asking why she was staying away from her friends. I only remember these few words. She deleted me. Maybe it's all my fault, hehe. We're in a deadlock now. What should I do? (Only part of the content was taken)

Answer 1

If you want to read a basketball novel, I recommend you to read " I Can't Be a Basketball God." This novel tells the story of a man who clung to someone for three years and finally became a basketball god of the new generation. At the same time, you can also feel the hard work and growth of the protagonist in basketball. Of course, if you like romantic youth novels, you can read " Long, Long ". This is a love story between a low-key school bully and a young man with three virtues. The plot is healing and interesting. I hope you like my recommendation.