What does this teacher think of me? Is it pure concern or... Please help me, I don't know what I should do. Thank you for disturbing me.

He's single, 24, I'm 18
He's a teacher at an educational institution. I'm there full-time now. I have one-on-one lessons with him every day. He teaches physics.
But my worst subject is physics
Previously, because I wasn't serious, he said in class,"What else is there to learn?" His tone wasn't very good, so I was very sad and didn't want to talk. He could tell, so he changed back to his old self and kept smiling at me. Then I ignored him because I was about to cry. At night, when I had already forgotten about it, he bought a cake and came to my house to apologize to me. Later, because I wasn't serious, he said," You shouldn't have studied physics back then. Your attitude is very problematic…" I felt so wronged that I wanted to cry. I ignored him. Then he realized that he had returned to his old self. He kept smiling at me after class. He even said that he was wronged because he saw that I was angry. He didn't dare to talk to me. I saw him when he was angry when he gave lectures to others. He was quite irritable, but he was never very gentle to me. He always smiled the whole time. They said that he treated me differently. When he gave them lessons, he was very normal. He didn't smile and would lose his temper.
One time, my best friend and I chatted with him. I lowered my head at that time. My best friend said that he kept looking at me when he was talking
My classmate in the supplementary class said that I had a conflict with someone else. He was sitting in the room. When he heard my name, he immediately stood up and asked me what was wrong.
He sits wherever I tell him to sit
Once I was distracted, my best friend greeted him, but he ignored me. My best friend said that he passed by me and then stopped. He kept smiling gently and asked me what was wrong and what I was thinking.
I cut my hand and it bled. I'm in class. He'll go buy a band-aid, although I still won't let him go.
In a recent class, he told me that he was happy to see me. I asked him if he was happy to see other people. He shook his head and said no. He asked if he could take this class a little longer. He was worried that my progress would be slow. Then when I was doing the questions, he kept looking at me and smiled. After a while, he said that he wanted to give me another class the next day. He said that he would accompany me to do my homework now. It was very hot in the room. I casually lost a strand of hair. Suddenly, he said," Your hairstyle is so beautiful. Really beautiful."
I drew a heart on his blackboard and he asked me why I didn't draw it in my notebook. I told him not to erase it, but it's been days, and he really hasn't erased it.
At the door of his classroom, a male student joked with me and hit me. He glared at the male student. At night, when everyone was resting at the front desk, the male student hit me again. Then, when he was printing the paper for me, he suddenly gave the boy a paper and said,"Look at this question." The boy's math teacher and I snatched the paper over." Let me see. Let me see." Then the boy joked and hit me again. He printed another roll for the boy to see
One day, he wrote three words wrong in a row. I asked him what was wrong. He was very shy. He smiled and scratched his head, saying,"I'm nervous." "Why are you nervous?" "I'm talking nonsense…"
He said that he hoped that I would often look for him to ask questions. He asked me if he could come to see me often in the future.
Anyway, after I told the other students about these things, they all said that he had never treated them like this. He treated me differently.
There are many other things and many small details
But that's all I can remember

Answer 1

What does this teacher think of me? Is it pure concern or is it asking the netizens who understand to help me? I don't know what I should do. Sorry to disturb you. Thank you.

As a fan of online literature, I can't be sure of your specific situation and character relationships, so I can't provide an accurate answer. However, from the plots and characters in some online novels, it could be seen that there were many possibilities for the teacher's attitude and thoughts towards the students.

Some teachers would show that they simply cared about their students 'learning and living conditions and were willing to help their students solve their problems. This kind of concern might be out of respect and love for the students and not out of other motives.

On the other hand, some teachers might show more complicated thoughts and emotions. They might have some expectations for the growth and future development of the students or develop some special feelings for the students. Under such circumstances, the teacher's attitude and thoughts towards the students might be more complicated and ambiguous.

In short, if you want to know the teacher's attitude and thoughts towards you, it is recommended to ask the teacher directly or observe the teacher's words and actions. At the same time, he had to pay attention to maintaining communication and understanding. He had to not jump to conclusions or make judgments easily.