I recommend the book "Time Travelling Without Love" to you. The female protagonist of this ancient romance novel also took the initiative to pursue the male protagonist, but the male protagonist hurt her many times. In the end, the female protagonist chose to leave and was no longer willing to pay for the male protagonist. If you like novels that have a certain psychological description of the plot progression and complex emotional relationships, then this book is not a bad choice. I hope you like my recommendation, Mwah~